Chapter 10

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I told myself in college that I would never fall in love....




I fell for her... Very hard...
Zane's POV
I was pacing around my room not caring that I'm going to my next class. I ran a hand through my hair. I can't believe myself at first I just thought of Aphmau as my friend. Not more than a friend. Ok, maybe I should just take the day off. I phone our office not wanting to go there in person.

"Hello?" A woman says.

"Hi, it's Zane and I called to say that I'm going to take the day off." I throw in a fake cough that sounds real. I mean I've done it so many times that I'm used to it already.

"Ok, I hope you feel better soon." She says then she hangs up.

Ok good I've tricked her now let's just go to my favourite spot...
Once I got there...
I looked around at the beautiful scenery. I could never get tired of this scenery it's so beautiful. I think to myself while I'm staring at it with awe.

It's always so beautiful here and it's always quiet so it gives me time to think

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It's always so beautiful here and it's always quiet so it gives me time to think. I sit down and stare at the lake.

Why doesn't Aph go to Laurance? I mean he's way more popular and he likes her and he barely likes anyone... I mean why would she want to hang with me anyway? I'm such a loser a nobody wants to hang with a person who's been depressed since high school... I've never felt love from everybody except my mother. I'm not even that popular. HECK! I'm even hated by my brothers. I lay down and close my eyes. I just lay there and think about all my mess ups in my life and all my scars and how each got there. After 10 minutes of thinking and laying down I finally fall asleep.

Hi guys... I feel so horrible I have cramps and all that (girls know the feeling) 😖😖😖. I'm pretty sure I got my bestie mad at me... I'm such a horrible person 😔... Hope you enjoy this though this always takes my mind off stuff so I might as well do my others... Bye!

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