Chapter 38.

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**ZAYN's POV**



I finally have her in my arms. I would call myself the luckiest man in the world. I just wish I could call her mine.

What Harry did was low. You would think I would be pissed at the fact that he was kissing my ex girlfriend that I loved truly... But that's not how I see it.

I see it as Harry crushing Ana's heart. Which crushes mine. That pisses me off how he doesn't give a fuck about how she might feel. It's sad that he kissed Perrie while Ana was in the same room! What is he thinking?!

I was thinking about this over and over again. It was now in the morning and Ana was cuddled into me. Just how I liked it. How I want it.

I watched as her chest rises and falls to the beat of her small snores. She was so adorable when she sleeps. Who would want to give up on someone like this.

I twirled her hair around my finger lightly. I was about to peck her forehead until I heard a bang on the door. I felt Ana jump from under me.

"Shhh." I whispered. She had her eyes closed, and arms wrapped around me still. I disregarded the bang on the door, thinking it was just an accident of some sort. I continued playing with Ana's hair until I heard another bang on the door.

This time Ana didn't move at all. I slid out of her grasp and wrapped her in a blanket. I walked over to the door and opened it angrily.

I saw Harry, who seemed sober but lost. He had something wrapped around his hand with little red stains marked on it. Oh damn.

"What do you want Harry?" I asked sternly. "Where is she?" He ignored my question. "Away from you." I spat.

I could tell Harry was in no mood for an argument. "I'm going to ask you one more time. Where is she?" He asked. "In bed." I simply answered.

Harry tried to walk in but I pushed him off. "That isn't smart Harry." I warned. "If you want to talk about not being smart then lets talk about you." Harry spat.

"Harry, I'm not going to fight or argue. Just leave her alone mate." I calmly said. "Don't tell me to leave the love of my life alone." He spat.

"Well she obviously isn't the love of your life if you kissed another girl right in front of her." I said. "Don't. It wasn't me that kissed her. She threw herself on me. It wasn't me. I wouldn't do that to Ana. I understand that she is pissed at me. I just wish she would believe me. I know she won't believe me." He explained. There was something in his voice that made me believe him.

"You don't believe me do you? I know you like her Zayn. I'm not an idiot. You want her. The thing is, you don't want her as much as me. I would do anything for this girl. She is my everything. She picked me up, and now I'm starting to fall again. I'm starting to fall again because I don't have her in my arms anymore, and I don't have her in my sight. It kills me. I love her Zayn." Harry said.

I couldn't form any words. If what he is telling me is true.. Then I don't feel as if I want Ana. I don't think I deserve her. I don't want to ruin what they have. I know as hard as I try, Ana will never love me like she did Harry.

I slowly backed away from the door and opened it. He looked at me then walked over to me slowly and gave me a hug. "Thank you Zayn." He thanked. All I could do was nod. Before I left them I had to ask one question. "What happened to your hand Harry?" I asked.

He looked down at his hand then back at me. "Long story. I'll explain it all later." He said. I nodded then gave him my good luck then walked out of the room.


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