RUN. (Dark Harry Styles)

Chapter 39.

**HARRY's POV**



I closed the hotel room after Zayn left. I slowly walked over to where Ana was sleeping. Here goes nothing.

"Ana? Ana...." I said, nudging her. Her eyes fluttered open and looked straight at me. She rubbed her eyes slowly then realized it was me, and that she was mad.

The first thing she did was slap me. I saw that coming. I rubbed my cheek then talked again.

"Ana. Before you say something.. I just want you to hear me out." I said. "Where is Zayn?" She asked. "He left." I replied. "I want Zayn. I don't want to see you Harry." She spat.

"I understand that. I just need to talk to you... Please." I said. She didn't say anything, so I decided to talk.

"She threw herself on me. She wanted me to go with her.. Somewhere. And I told her no because I have a girlfriend, her name is Ana, Ana Clarke. I love you truly. I would never cheat on you twice. The first time shouldn't of even happened. Ana, you have to believe me. I tried to push Perrie off of me. It wouldn't work. You could see I wasn't enjoying it. I wished it was you. Ana... Please." I begged.

"Harry..." She started off. "How do I know you won't do it again. That you are just lying?" She asked.

"Ana... I'm going to be honest. There is no way for me to prove to you that what I did with Perrie meant nothing. All I can say is believe me. It meant... Absolutely NOTHING. Please believe me." I finished.

She said nothing.

"Ana, I need you in my life. I can't live without you. Let's grow old together. Lets be together. What we have is real. That moment when we kissed. That first time. It told me we are meant to be. Yes, we will have bumps in the road. No doubt. These are one of those bumps that we can get through." I finished.

She didn't say anything, she just hugged me. I held her as tight as I could. I never wanted to let her go.

"I'm sorry Ana." I whispered. "Don't be. I love you." She replied, pecking my lips.

"I still don't understand how you can be so forgiving. I thought for sure you'd leave me." I sighed.

"I don't know. There is just something holding me back. I just can't let you go Mr.Styles." She smirked.

"Did you... Do anything with Zayn?" I asked, after a long silence.

"No.. I'm not saying I didn't think about it. I was hurt yesterday, but I certainly wasn't going to go that far. Zayn is like my brother. He did write me a song though. It was so sweet. I didn't think he could sing." She rambled.

"He wrote you a song?" I asked. She nodded slowly. "What kinda song?" I asked. "A happy one." She simply said.

"It was a love song wasn't it?" I asked. She didn't say anything. "Don't worry. It's not like I'm mad. I knew for awhile that he liked you. I knew that he told you about me and Perrie. Frankly, I give it to the lad. When I was being an ass, he helped you. I take back all those time when I was a prick. Zayn is sneaky though. Sneaky and flirty. I know that in the past he probably begged you to be with him, right behind my back. Am I right? I'm right. I'm not stupid Ana. He would stop at nothing to be with you. That's what happens when people are in love. They can't stop. So I completely understand." I explained. She calculated my words then I watched as she loosens up a bit.

"I do want to know though. Do you believe that Zayn could treat you better?" I asked, with worry.

She shook her head. "No. As much as I wanted to at times. I didn't. Even though how shitty you treated me, and cheated on me... I didn't change my mind.Yeah, I was upset, angry, and hurt, but I still loved you. Zayn could talk to me all night about you, an how he could treat me better... But I wouldn't listen. Harry, this isn't a perfect relationship. This is a normal one. This, that we have... Is normal. Zayn wants perfect. I don't. I want you." She finished.

She was so perfect it hurt. "Ana Clarke... You are absolutely perfect. Your a beautiful girlfriend." I said, giving her a great hug and a gentle kiss.

I think I found the one.