Whore (Sammy wilk)

15

*cacias pov*

I heard kayleigh cry. Again. I wanted cry. Its 2AM. I havent slept for two days. I grabbed her out of the crib by our bed. I leaned back and started feeding her. This shirt hurts, not to mention. Sammy was sound asleep. Suprising. Note the sarcasm. All sammy has done is fucking sleep. I burped Kay and gave her her nook. I laid her back down, tucking her in. i laid back down and cuddled into sammy. His arms wrapped around me. Finally, sleep.

"I cant do it anymore sammy!!" i cried hard, kay crying too. Sammy pulled me in and hugged me. "Shh yes you can," he whispered to me, "We can do this." I cried harder.
"N-no we cant sammy!!" i cried into his chest. He rubbed my back.
"Shhhhh yes we can. Just feed her princess. Then change her diaper,"
"Y-you change her diaper," i cried.
"Thats fine. Ill change her diaper. Just calm down okay? Its not good for you to be this worked up," he hummed to me. Soon enough i calmed down. I got kay and sat down. I started feeding her as lori walked in. "Everything okay sweety?" she asked us.
"Yah we are just having a hard time," sammy sighed, rubbing his hands over his face and into his hair.
"I understand. Ill help you once i get lunch made okay?" she looked at me and flashed a smile.
"Please," i sighed, looking at her with pleading eyes.
"I will hunny," she smiled at me and walked out, shutting the door.
"See my mom will help us okay? Its gonna be okay," he said down by me and put an arm around me. He pulled me closer and rubbed circles on my arm. I nodded and burped kay. I handed her over to sammy. He got up and went to the changing table. I felt bad. Sammys whole room was filled to the top with baby stuff. He changed her diaper and walked around the room with her. He bounced her and hummed to her. I smiled. Hes such a good dad. His mom walked in slowly. "Hey, i brought you guys food," she smiled, holding two plates.
"Thank you," i smiled at her. She sat down by me, handing me my plate. She put sammys on the side table. "So what do you need help with?" he asked me as i started eating.
"Everything," I laughed sighing. 
"Well lets start out with breast feeding. Any questions?" she smiled at me.
"Why does it have to fucking hurt so bad?" i laughed.
"I dont know," she laughed too, "But a little tip is when you are feeding her put a hot pad under your boobs. Itll help with the soreness," he smiled at me.
"Thank you," i continued eating, while watching sammy and kay.

I think im finally getting this mom thing. Sammy and i have a rutine down. How stuff goes and when. It works for us. And im not so stressed. Lori helps us a lot with like watching her so we can sleep for a bit. And stuff like that. We are moving next month. Kay will be 3 months next month and thats when we are moving. We are driving from michigan to LA. its crazy. Its gonna be a long ride. And we will have to stop in omaha and get the dumbass. I mean the guys. So we plan to stay in omaha that night and then drive to LA from omaha.

"Baby?" i asked sammy, while packing some of kays stuff.
"Yeah?" he asked. He was laying in bed with kay on his chest. She was asleep and he was just watching tv.
"Where is kays other diaper bag? The one that ummm your aunt got?" i asked, looking in the closet.
"My mom has it downstairs in the closet," He replied.
"Oh okay thanks," i smiled and kissed his head as i walked by. I went downstairs. "Lori?!" i called.
"Yes hun!?" she called back from the laundry room. I walked in.
"Could you show me where kay's other diaper bag is please?" i smiled. she finished starting the dryer and nodded.
"Yah follow me," she smiled and took me to the main entry way. She opened the door for me.
"Somewhere in there," she said and walked away. I thank her and got it down. I got all of kays other stuff from there and walked upstairs. I finished packing kays stuff that she doesnt need right now. Like all the clothes that dont fit her, diapers, bottles, and stuff like that. "You almost ready baby?" he smiled at me.
"Yah we will just have to pack her new stuff like that morning," I nodded sitting down by him. I grabbed my heating pad and boppy pillow. I put the pillow around my waist and turned the heating pad on. Kay started crying. "Good timing," He sat up chuckling. He laid her down on the pillow. I started feeding her. "Baby we got this," he kissed my temple.
"We got this," I smiled up at him and back at kay.