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Chapter 22

Song for the chapter:
Love without tragedy by: Rihanna
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~~~2 months later~~~

Victoria's POV

I had decided to go home I thought it was better for Justin I could tell having me around was distracting even if he didn't want to admit it

On the other hand me and Louka have been dating for a while and I use the term 'dating ' very loosely I can tell he really cares about me but I'm just not fully there where just on different levels sure I think he's exciting but I always seem to compare him to Justin and that screws up everything what Justin and I had was real love and I don't think I'll ever feel that way about any other man

I jumped up suddenly and ran to the bathroom and threw up I've been like this for a while and a part of my mind keeps wandering back to the pregnancy tests I bought last week  I've been to scared to take them but I think it's time, for all I know I could just have food poisoning or something

I laid the tests on The counter and laid back in my bed 

*Ring* *ring*

"Hello" I said looking at the ceiling tangled up in my duvet as the sun started to rise into my window

"Hey beautiful" Loukas thick French accent rasped through the phone

"Hey" I said yawning stretching

"You tired—" he said but got cut off by a knock on the door

"Oh hold on there's someone at the door" I said getting up and heading downstairs to the door

I opened it and Louka was standing there a smirk on his face leaning against the doorframe

"Hey what are you doing here!!" I asked surprised hanging up the phone

"I came to see my baby what else?" He said pecking my cheek

"I told you not to Louka it's such a hassle to get here"

"Yeah well I'm here so deal with it" he stick his tongue at me smiling walking in as I stood to the side

I walked straight to the couch and sat down I've been super tired lately

"You look kinda pale" Louka said as he plopped down on the couch next to me

"Yeah? I haven't felt very well lately anyway how long are you going to be here?"

"I'm actually only here till tomorrow I have work on Monday" he said

"I can't believe you only came here for one night that's absurd you don't have to do all that for me you know that"

"I wanted to now shhh..." He leaned down pecking my lips...nothing no spark no nothing

I forced a smile

I hated leading him on like this but it was just wasn't the same it was new that's it

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My head was leaning against loukas chest as we watched a movie

He lifted my chin up and pecked my lips a couple times he stopped and just stared into my eyes for a Minute