Song for the chapter: Verbatim by: Blackbear ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Victoria's POV
~~~2 months later~~~
~~~Flashback 2 months~~~
"I don't know what you want from me anymore Victoria" Justin scuffed
"I want you to fight for us like you want to be with me, I want to feel wanted" I stressed to him holding his face in my hands gently
He looked at me blankly his eyes glazed over in an inebriated state I no longer saw the Justin I fell in love with the Justin that stole my heart would never have looked at me like I was some random groupie
I was dumb to think we could work out I was dumb to think that he would choose me over his sudden drug kick I was just dumb in general at this point
I wasn't talking to my Justin I was talking to an empty shell of a person that no longer looked familiar
~~~End of flashback~~~
Justin changed rapidly so rapidly it nearly made my head spin one moment he was head over heals for me, for us and wanted to fix our relationship and the next he didn't give a shit
I partially blame myself because I felt if I nipped his use on his prescription drugs sooner maybe he wouldn't be choosing them over us
But at the end of the day he didn't want to fight for us and I had to cut myself out of his life I wasn't willing to hurt myself to spare his feelings when I knew I was right
Justin was turning heads with his risky behavior, but I tried to not think about him to much for my own sanity
But If I wanted to move on that meant I had to get rid of every physical thing that reminded me of him which landed me rummaging through my house collecting all his things and gifts he's given me
My fingers skimmed over a picture of us that pulled at my heart strings
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I never wanted us to fall apart like this but if he couldn't..scratch that if he wouldn't fight for us then why was I going to fight for something that wasn't there
I placed 4 large boxes in the back of my car and drove to a place that I wouldn't be seeing after today
the security nodded at me opening the gate I gave them a tight lipped smile and drove up the long lavish driveway
Once I had all the boxes on his doorstep I rang the door bell waiting for the door to open
When it did I was met with the all too familiar honey ones that made my heart race and ache at the same time
His eyes slightly softened at the sight of me if I'm guessing he was just coming down from a high
"I wanted to bring you these" I said softly patting the boxes "and these" I added jiggling his spare house keys and spare keys to all his cars he had given me for emergencies
"Juju who's at the door" a female voice came from behind him using the nickname I knew he hated
I was a little taken back when Cailin the girl he had cheated on me with ages ago came into view but then I realize that who he messed around with wasn't my problem anymore
Her face dropped and she clutched onto his shirt like I was going to steal him away
Definitely could if I wanted to...just saying
Justin still hadn't said anything he was staring at me a pained look on his face
"Just wanted you to have your stuff back" I said in a civil tone I wasn't here to fight I was here to get on with my life
"Com'n juju—" she was about continue but Justin shrugged her off like he was shooing a fly away from his face making her frown
"Goodbye Justin" I said simply
"Tori—" his voice came out a little more raspy than usual
"Goodbye Justin" I cut him off waving not looking back at him
