Diana (A One Direction Fanfiction)

Chapter 1

Summer has been the most emotional time of my life. I never thought people could be so cruel, so capable of doing things...evil things. I don't understand why they do these things. I never did anything to anyone. If I did I'm truly sorry but I don't understand what I did to feel this way. To make you treat me this way.

I don't bother anyone. I don't even talk to anyone but my family. My friend Haley is one exception but she only talks to me outside of school, to keep her reputation. I'm not sure if I should even consider her my friend but I need some sort of self security in my life. Some kind of distraction from all this madness because my cat isn't going to cut it. I love my Molly but she doesn't do anything but sit there and gain weight.

I'm such a rejection my father didn't even want me. He abandoned me as a baby and here I am. Fifteen and forever alone with a mother that never pays any attention to me. I need a human companion that actually does something. I need someone to hear me out and be there for me when I need them most. I just want a friend who likes me for me.

I sit on my neatly made bed and look out my window. It's raining again. It always rains in England. The light patter of the rain on my bedroom window is soothing. The thunder is loud but relaxing. The lightning is bright but calming. I grab ahold of my sleeping cat and rest her on my lap as I stare out the window wondering what it would be like to be someone else. Someone else whom people liked and cared for. I want to be someone like that. Is that too much to ask for?