SORRY IT HAS BEEN SO LONG OH MY GOD !
"Niall, stop! No, Niall, please!"
"Sorry Diana but it has to be done," he says with a smile. The words player 2 wins flash on the screen repeatedly.
"You so cheated," i pout.
"Hey, I won fair and square. I just happen to be a better mario kart racer than you."
"Don't rub it in my face," I stick my tongue out at him. "Is it alright if I use your laptop? Unfortunately, mine was incinerated."
"Yeah, sure. It's on my bed."
I scoop up the macbook onto my lap and sit criss cross on the edge of his bed.
"Criss cross, apple sauce," I say much too loudly as Niall literally laughs his ass off. I guess I can be pretty funny at times.
I log into my tumblr account with quick fingers. I don't know why but I find it intriguing to type quickly. I scroll down my feed and see nothing but quotes and mountains. I really need to follow more people. I click on one account that followed me named th3-circl3-0f-lif3. The bio is in this really weird font that is almost illegible. It reads:
There are some necessities in life that seem gross, some seem sad, and some seem cool.
Explore one necessity that is all three below
CLICK THIS LINK
How can necessities be gross, sad, and cool at the same time? I curiously click the link and the sight sends a wave of shock and disgust through my body as i fall off the bed in surprise. Niall hears my panicked scream and rushes to me.
"Are you okay? Jesus christ, what happened?"
"I clicked some link and it wasn't what i thought it would be." Niall walks over to the computer that still lies on the bed.
"Whoa, what the hell," his face looks confused and grossed out as he exits the website. "Are you sure that was an accident or do you..."
"Ew! Hell no, Niall! I don't watch fucking porn!"
"Oh...well good. That was really weird," he scratches the back of his neck in discomfort.
"Sorry."
"It's okay, things happen," he half smiles. "Oh, by the way, my mom called me a while back and said the doctor called her saying your mom is a bit worse than they thought. She might be in the hospital for a while longer."
"What? Around how long? Why?"
"About a month...they found a tumor. They just want to check it out and make sure everything is okay. They don't think its healthy for you to see her in this condition."
"But she can't-I can't..."
"Diana," he steps toward me and gives me a warm hug. It's as if his hug is a shield from the outer world. A shield from all the pain brewing inside me. But somehow I feel the knife cut through the shield all at once and it penetrates my soul. Leaving another scar on not only the inside, but the outside as well.
Or so it will come.
I hate that I have been gone so long. So sorry guys but the holidays are distracting !
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Diana (A One Direction Fanfiction)
FanfictionDiana Harrow is a girl suffering from depression and when she thinks all hope is gone, hope has given her faith, and faith has given her happiness.