A Double Sided Mind

THE SET UP

Aurine

I knew that I was vulnerable because of everything going on but I couldn't allow that to be why I want him. So I grabbed his hand and told him thank you for listening before I got up to walk away. I didn't even get two steps away before he was spinning me around to lock his lips on to mine good god! It was exactly what I needed his lips were soft. After the one gentle kiss he stopped to look me in my eyes to see if this was something I wanted. This would have been the perfect time for me to stop him if I wasn't ready but I wanted him just as bad as he wanted me and I was tired of taking a back seat for others, this time I was going to do bad willingly. He started to finesse my lips with his lips so good that it made my whole body quiver. He hit the perfect mark between rough and gentle. He talked to me like I was his. Being careful to please me in every way. When we finally reached the bed he took off his clothes and I took off mines. While rubbing me down he promised to take care of my body. I hadn't told him that I was a virgin. The fact that I was, left nervousness in the pit of my stomach. He began sucking on spots that I didn't even know existed by the time he was ready to put it in I was about to explode already just from a kiss and a touch. When he put it in he immediately popped the question your a virgin aren't you I answered yes. As soon as he got in good I was cumming all over him. He kissed me once again smiled at me and whispered in my ear it's not over yet I need that about two more times then I will be satisfied. The way he took control was so attractive to me and it just made me want him more we had sex all night long. We didn't go to sleep until that morning. It was the best ever. For a moment I thought I was in love but I knew that was bull. He was my first and it was good but I was loving the sex not him. Any way we slept until that afternoon by the time I woke up he was rushing to get out. He said he had business to take care of I was still on cloud nine I didn't care. Soon after I started to think about Tasha and what she might have been up to. I couldn't help but to think that everything that's come up has been a consequence of the decision I made when I decided to run off with her. Did I help us or did I help me? I decided to put my pride aside and check on her she was with my mom and I can't trust her with herself. Even though my sister makes stupid decisions I still wouldn't want anything to happen to her.
To Tasha: Hey I just wanted to check up on you are you OK
Even though she never replied back I just assumed she needed a little bit more time to herself. That's cool I'm sure she will get back when she's ready.

Tasha

I am so excited to be back with my mom. I think that's why I was so frustrated with my sister because I just really want us to be a regular family like Dalila and her mom. I think that this will be a great step in the right direction. It seemed like when my sister had that right she only wound up making herself happy or was I just being ungrateful? Naw I don't think so ma is better now and I believe that she will make things right. So Ma have you moved since we last saw you? Yes.  Where did you move to? "Please Tasha enough with the third degree you will see in just a moment." OK my things are at Dalila's maybe tomorrow we can go get them. "Do you have things at your sisters house?" No. Well not anything I need really badly. I thought I told you I was staying with a friend maybe it slipped my mind. "So you don't need to go to your sisters for anything?"  Nothing I could think of. "What's the address?" Umm I can't remember why do you ask? "I want to get through to her. I want her to understand that I'm better now and I'm ready to do this family thing the right way." I'm getting all kinds of weird feelings right now something isn't right and I can feel it. She sounds genuine but I just feel weird about the questions she was asking she didn't even meet me where I laid my head at. She didn't ask me until afterwards where I was resting. So why would she just think that I'm going to tell her where Ary stays. knowing that she wants nothing to do with her. This is just me being shaken up that's all I will be just fine. We just got to get back use to each other that's all. "Well here we are." This is were you live? "Yes." She stayed in a bright red brick house it was really big and very pleasing to the eye. Do you stay here alone. "No I have a significant other. You will meet him soon enough. You can go in and make yourself at home the room that has the purple blanket is yours. I'm going to make a phone call really quick then I will be in soon." OK