The Only Girl

Chapter 49

Bang PD's POV

(1 month Passed)

I was sitting in my swivel chair in my office when Jin came rushing inside my office

"Where's Skyler??" Jin asked me all sweaty from his running

I ignored him and continued reading some documents

When Jungkook and Jimin came running inside too

"Ah Jin-hyung you're here have you seen skyler?" Jungkook asked

"We can't contact her too" Jimin added

Suga, V and J-Hope came rushing inside too

"We can't find her in the practice room" the three said while panting

"Where's namjoon hyung?" Jimin asked

"He checked the dorm he'll be here in a minute"

"Why are you looking for Skyler?" I finally asked them

"We can't contact her... And we haven't seen her... Have you seen her PD-nim do you know something about her whereabouts?" Jungkook asked

Before I could answer their questions Namjoon came rushing inside

"She's not in the dorm all her clothes are gone too" namjoon said as he catch his breathe

"What? Wait she must be at her brother's place" V butted in

"She's not there I already called her brother and he haven't seeen her too" Suga said

"Where could she be?" J-Hope said all frustrated

"She could be everywhere, let's split up and try to go to places where she could go" Namjoon suggested

"I think that's a good idea let's contact the police too" Jin said

As they were about to go out and call the police I stopped them

"Wait! That won't be necessary" i said and picked up the letter that skyler wrote last month inside my drawer

"Why? Do you know where she is?" V asked

I think it's time for them to know

"Skyler...she wrote a letter last month and left it here in my table"

They all gathered infront of me as i show them the letter

"When I notified you guys about the disbandment she asked me if she could write a song for the last time being a BTS member"

All of them are serious nobody was speaking all you can hear are even breathes

"I let her do what she wants and she finished it, she gave me a copy of the song as you can read in the letter she's not here in korea she left somewhere but she did not state where"

All of them are weary and worried

"And the only way for her to get back to you guys is too sing the song she wrote"

"Then can we hear her song?" V asked

"That is if you are ready... she doesn't want you to push yourself if you are not ready"

"Skyler suffered too from the incident not just you guys... You only thought about yourself" i started to scold them

They are too lucky to have her she's too good for them

"I'll be honest with you guys...you are all selfish all of you just mended yourself but do you know while you were out there drowning yourself with alcohols and doing scandalous things...Skyler faced them head on, she protected you with the help of the ARMY.... your ARMY she was the only one who thought about everyone but haven't you thought of her even just once...thought about her if she could handle all of the things that are happening around her? Gonna tell me your excuse that you were mourning over MyungMyeon but let me ask you this have you seen Skyler cry because of that? No, right? 'Cause she held herself tight when no one could, because she need to help herself first before she could help you guys... You guys who were too stupid to let yourself just be swallowed by negative thinking"

I finished my scoldings and all of them were looking down

"Think about it... If you want to sing her song and just to even hear it... Ask yourself first if you are worthy enough to get her back, to let her stay beside you guys and if you guys are worthy enough to be with the same group as her"

"Same group? Haven't the group disbanded?" Namjoon asked in the verge of crying

"I did not officially signed and announced it until now your disbandment is just a rumor but if you really want to be disbanded i can quickly sign the papers"

"I'll give you a moment to settle all the things in your mind go to the practice room if you think you yourself is ready but if you're not, the door is wide open you can get out of this office and leave this building i'll respect your decision"

I went out the room carrying the CD which Skyler left containing the song

Skyler sure is a good kid 'cause even though she was making this all by herself she still manage to finish a song without the help of someone

Maybe i should consider her doing a solo? Nah i know she won't budge in a situation like this...Maybe she will consider it if Bangtan is to be restored

But there is one thing i was wondering about the letter she left me there was another one and she pleaded that i should keep it to myself what could be inside this CD...Inside this song that would help Bangtan be back in their position?

I haven't played the song yet 'cause I want to hear it with Bangtan I don't want to be ahead of them. I want to walk in the same phase with them... Side by side holding each others hand so nobody could fall...

To PD only
I know you'll let BTS read the other letter but this one please keep it to yourself The song I left is recorded with all my feelings and another thing that might help bangtan realize everything if you played the CD after finishing the song try to pitch down the vocals... I hope Bangtan would be back to where they belong till we meet again Bang PD-nim 😊

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