It's a new day. I feel empty. I feel depressed. All these emotions swinging around my head. All I can do is stand there. There's nothing I can do.
-take back-
I came back from school, did my homework and had a snack. I walk into the kitchen, holding my phone in my left hand and scrolling with my right. I reach the fridge and decide to get a bag of crisps. I carefully put my phone down on the kitchen counter, and use my teeth to unpack my bag of crisps. I take my bag of crisps, get my phone, and sit outside where the wind is breezing. The wind goes through my hair. I remember that every second I would have to touch up my hair because of the wind blowing in it, but that's okay because I love the feeling of the wind.
I finally get a chance to properly go on my phone. I place my thumb on my home button and it unlocks my phone straight away. I firstly go on to Instagram and watch funny videos. While eating my crisps I laugh and laugh. I was in such a good mood that I would never take it back, but good moments don't last forever. Pain and torture always comes with it. I get a notification from Facebook saying "Eric commented on your photo". I put back a mouthful of crisps that I was about to stuff in my mouth and My heart immediately beats really fast as if it was to fall out from my chest. I get anxious and worried. Maybe something happened or did I do anything. Because of my anxiousness I immediately click on the notification and it leads me to Facebook.
As soon as it opens Facebook I can see the comment. My heart suddenly stops for a moment and tears start to leak out of my eyes. "You fat cunt, do you think your perfect or smth?????! Did u really think people fucking liked you. That's just stupid. Only a retard would believe that. And I guess that's you".
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