Sweetheart (RinXLen Oneshots)

Bullies

'Look there! It's loser-girl!' I heard someone scream, it was a smooth and beautifull voice, but unfortunately it's from my biggest bully of all time: Len Kagami. The boy I loath with whole my heart.

There was a time that I really liked him, We were best friends, but one day he turned his back at me, leaving me in the dark. He started bullying me and I didn't know why. I tried asking so many times. but he just answered with: "Because I like it" or "because you're stupid" or "because I hate you".

Since we entered high school, he changed so much. He became popular, mean, selfish and... and... and...

Handsome...

It may sound stupid, it really is stupid. But is it really this stupid to fall for your bully? He is so handsome and cool. He steals litterly every girl's heart in this school, including mine. It hurts so badly to be abused and bullied by the person you hate and love. my grip around my books tightend as I tried walking faster before his gang came after me.

But I forgot I have terrible luck

before I knew I was slammed into the lockers. The bell rang and the people slowly disappeared from my site. I bit my lip, I knew some beating was going to come. I just clung onto my books, I needed them for school it was my only way out of this school, out of this bullying and out of this love-hurt-feeling.

He smirked down at me and moved his face closer to mine. 'scared?' he asked and out of fear I just nodded my head as fast as I could. His smirk widend and whispered in a voice who gave me shivers (from love and fear): 'you should be' Before I could process what was going on he put his hand around my neck ready to choke me any moment. It hurt, even though he hasn't done much yet. It hurts so much... You have no idea... I felt tears trying to escape my eyes as I desperate tried to hide them. crying would only make this worst.

He sighed. 'Looks like my friends are busy today, so I have you all to myself' no... please. let his gang come. Even though they beat me harder, it hurts far worst being beaten by my loved one! Please! He looked pleased by my reaction. 'ah come on Rin, Isn't it nice?' I stayed silent, what should I say in such situation? I don't wanna take the risk. 'Why won't you die for me?'

Suddenly I felt an agonizing pain spreading through my cheek and it started to burn. I fell down to the ground, that hard was the smack. While I was falling I looked at his face, normally he would have a smirk of an pleased expression. But today I knew something was wrong. He looked sad. Was it not enough to conflict me so much pain? He scoffed at himself as I hit the ground and didn't move. I was trying to ignore the pain, it worked, but instead my mind was busy in thinking why Len was displeased. Wasn't he always pleased with my pain? I looked at the ground, my books were shattered everywhere and Len looked at me expressionless. He looked down at me like I was some insect. I am... but it still hurts... suddenly he chuckled to himself and had an troubled expresion. He started to walk away silently while he mumbled: 'I let you off the hook today... I'm not in the mood...'

Surpised I sat up, he? was not in the mood? HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE?! My right hand moved up to my cheek, the place he slapped me harshly. The place he touched me... It was burning badly... but I liked it. I didn't liked the pain, but I liked the thought that he touched me there...

but then my body started to fill itself with worry. Is there something wrong with him? Is he not feeling well? Isn't it foolish to worry about your bully? I am foolish. But I am only foolish...

for him...

~*~

The wind was blewing in my hair. It was silent and the birds were chirping. I had skipped all the lessons to be at the rooftop. It was refreshing. I liked it. It had made my think. Think about the time before high school. How much fun we had in those times. How much I wanted time would just turn back. I'm pathetic right? Suddenly the door of the rooftop opened and a surprised Len stood at the door looking at me. But before I could open my mouth asking him why he was here, a smirk appeared on his face.