It's hard not to love you

That Night

Hey everyone hard life exams n shit but its Friday night so I can take a break and give you another chapter of the fan fiction so here you go guys lav yas hope you enjoy (OH YEAH I CHANGED THEIR AGES TO 17 BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT BEAU TO LOOK LIKE A PEADO ALRIGHT ALRIGHT XOX) xoxox

Beaus P.O.V.

I got in my car as soon as I got off the phone to Jai. I can't believe Sofia got hit by a car. If I ever see the guy who did it I'll be the last thing he sees. I can't even be bothered to act like I'm not in love with her. I know shes my little brothers friends but having her round all the time and just seeing her and the way she blushes when I call her cute and the way she looks in my over sized clothes and if that wasn't enough there was that night........

She came to the house crying, looking for Luke. I said she could stay and wait with me if she wanted and she did. I liked her then and I didn't know how to deal with being around her so I just kept myself upstairs when she was over but she was here and she was crying so there was nothing I could do. We sat down in the living room and she contained her sobs so she was just sniffing a little.

'Do you want a drink or something?' I asked her just trying to get out of the room to avoid staring at her.

'Uh just water please' she said back. I left for no longer than 2 minutes and when I came back she was breaking down. I hated seeing her like that. I put the glasses on the table and sat next to her. I didn't know whether to hold her or to just talk to her but she put her head into my shoulder and cried so I wrapped my arms around her and we stay like that for a while. I wished that we could just stay like that forever but I knew we couldn't. I knew we could never properly be together. After a bit she took her head off my shoulder and apologized for getting my shoulder all wet. I held her face and turned it towards my own.

'You don't have to apologize,' I told her, 'Do you want to talk about it?'

'Uh well my.. my .. my dad is moving to Sydney. But without my mum, my sister and me, hes just sort of leaving and my mum is just fine with it shes not even angry shes just acting like its any other day but its not. My whole family is being ripped apart and I can't do anything about it and and I....' she started crying again.

'Hey. Hey hey hey, don't do that, it's okay its okay' I tried to comfort, I turned her head to mine again and I wiped a tear from her eye. It all got a bit intense and I really felt the urge to kiss her but I knew I shouldn't.
'Lets watch a film,' I said quickly to avoid the situation. 'Catch Me If You Can? I know it used to be your favourite, I don't know if it still is but I think we have the DVD around here somewhere,' I said to her trying to get her mind onto something else.

'Yeah sure, I can't believe you remembered that I haven't seen it in years,' she replied gratefully. I got up and went to turn the film on but I then realized that my shoulder was covered in makeup.

'Uh I'm just gonna change my shirt do you mind putting on the film its probably in the bookshelf by the TV.' I said but then I noticed her jumper sleeves were covered in mascara too.

'Uh do you want a jumper too your sleeves are a bit uhh dirty,' I said gesturing at her arms.

'Oh uh thank you if that's okay,' she said, a little embarrassed. I nodded and went upstairs to change my shirt and get her a jumper. I pulled off my shirt and started looking around my room for a relatively clean one when she walked in.

'Oh uh sorry I uh I the film is ready so i thought I would come check on you but I'll go wait downstairs,' she said backing out of the room.

'No wait,' I called after her and she turned around and stood back in the room, trying to avoid looking at my bare chest.

'Sorry I'll grab a shirt but um do you want to choose a jumper seen as you're here?' I asked her and she came into the room.

'Alright thanks again,' she laughed, 'uh can I wear this one?' she asked holding up my black Harvard jumper.

'Yeah go ahead,' I said but she looked around awkwardly.

'Uh I'm not uh I have uh I'm only wearing this,' she spoke quietly trying to avoid eye contact. I just stared at her for a minute figuring out what she meant. Then it clicked.

'Ah oh sorry I'll go wait downstairs, did you want another drink something a little stronger maybe, glass of wine?' I said, I wasn't trying to get her drunk or anything I just thought she might need it after the day she'd had.

'Sure why not,' she replied, 'I think I need it.'

As I started to go downstairs I turned to close the door and I saw her reflection in the mirror, I quickly turned my head as I felt blood rush to my cheeks. She is just so beautiful. I went and got a bottle out of the fridge and 2 glasses from the cupboard. By the time I was back in the living room she was in there too. Even in my oversized hoody she was flawless. Her hair cascading over her shoulders. Her bright eyes watching me expectantly.

'What? Do I look stupid?' she asked, worried. I realised I'd been staring at her so I put the glasses down and poured us both some wine avoiding eye contact as I replied.

'No,' I laughed nervously, 'it suits you better than it ever suit me.' She blushed and twirled, laughing. We sat down together on the couch and I started the film.

Part way through the movie she led down against me and I felt if I was to die then I would die happy. We fell asleep like that and I don't think I've ever felt as amazing as I did that night.'

Now she was lying in a hospital bed broken and unresponsive and I've never felt as broken in my life. I stopped off at home to grab my Harvard jumper for her and then when straight to her. When I got to the hospital I parked my car and ran to the desk. I asked the woman for the ward she was in and I ran all the way there. By the time I got there all her friends were there, including my brothers but I didn't care I ran to her and I broke down in tears....

Okay okay I don't know if this is good it was different but you get Beaus P.O.V. lol everyone loves Sofia yay. Also if you haven't seen Catch Me if you can its good so watch it alright bye now xoxo