Dear Diary

Sept 14

Dear Diary,




I pretty much have nothing planned out for today so I decided to tell you your life story.




It started in eighth grade. I was awfully quiet all year and stuff (you know, dealing with internal business) and everyone saw it. I went to counseling and that didn't help so my mommy bought me a diary. Well, you. I put off writing in you for a while, deciding that I didn't need you and that you were a waste of space.




So, yesterday, I saw you in my closet with your very pretty sky blue cover and lilac purple accent colored cover and I couldn't resist. I had to write in you. Why was I so sad? No one understands me. Angela hates me and because she hates me, eventually everyone will. She has no reason to hate me! I mean, yeah I know I'm cute and stuff, but that means nothing. Shes pretty too!




And I've tried reaching out to her. Like being friendly and I even was almost a minion of her, but I didnt like the crowd she was forming. So yeah, one day Angela beat me up with her minion ( it was just me and her at first, and I was winning!) and when I tried to complain, we just both got a suspension. ME! I was the complete innocent little girl any one could ever know and I was getting suspended for defending myself after being attacked! That still gets my blood boiling. Any way what was I say-




Sorry, Keenan called me and asked if I wanted to chill with him and Eve. Eve is soooooo sweet everyone likes her, even Angela can't think of a reason to pick on her even though Eve is my BEST friend. And with Eve comes Quincy, her boyfriend. As cute as they are together, sometimes they make me want to puke with all the sweet things they do.




"Oh Eve, my glorious lover, I have brought these flowers as a token of my affection for you. My heart now lays in your hands!"




"Oh Quincy! My knight in shining armor! Take my hair piece as a token of my undying love for you. I am yours forever." catch my drift? That would make you sick too.




I'm going to the park thingie with them, be back soon.










<sigh> the park was sooo much fun. I mean, it didn't start that way, but it sure did end that way besides, my good friend Aaron was there. Aaron's a junior to the same high school he's so cute and... verrrry smart and hilarious. I've known him since I was in fifth grade and we just clicked simply. Hes so gorgeous. Anyway, so Aaron was with one of his friends just walking in the park and he saw me and waved < teehee! He waved at me first!> and him and his friend joined us. Well, the friend went and played basketball but I really don't care about that because I don't like his friend.




Anyway, since Eve and Quincy were pretty much making out the whole time, Aaron was just talking to me and we were joking and stuff. It was wonderful. I could just stay there for a few more hours, just simply talking to him. He's so cool. I'm surprised he doesn't have a girlfriend. Wait... does he? never mind, he would've told me if he did.




He'd probably want someone more experienced then me. I haven't even had my firstkiss! I'm almost fifteen, and I still have my lipginity!




Do you know what this means! I'm going to die a virgin! no one will ever want me!




Ok now that that episode is over, I have to get going. Chores and homework. Did I mention I hate highschool?




Love

-Courtney