Dear Diary

Oct 19

Dear Diary,

Aaron called me today... well it was an accident but I'm pretty sure the two hours we stayed on the phone wasn't! He asked if I was going trick or treating this year and I was like

'Yeah'. Like no big deal yeah but I was freaking out.

I told him I was going with some friends and he just said 'oh'. But not like 'oh that's cool' oh but like disappointed oh.

Then I asked him if he was going with anyone and he said that he might. Or he might go to some Halloween party.

He said that 'he was looking for someone to go with.'

HE WAS FLIRTING!!! With ME!!! OMIGOSH!!!!!!

So then I was all casual and stuff and said 'well I'll go.' and he said 'great' but I could hear his smile.

So now, I'm going trick or treating with Aaron at six. We don't live that far so he said that we could meet at my house.

My mom said he doesn't mind, she knows Aaron; everyone does. She thinks it would be best if we went as a group so I didn't look bad. That got me thinking... what if he didn't want it to just be me and him. What if he was anticipating for there to be a group. Should I ask if he's bringing anyone?

No! that'll seem desperate and thirsty. If I see him on Monday, I'll ask- OMG he's literally in my head! He just texted me

Are we going as a group of by ourselves

Do you want a group?

Only if you do

Well, I wouldn't mind going alone, but my mom would prefer group.

Yeah, that's cool. Maybe we can go to the party afterwards too.

Yeah! that sounds cool. Talk to you later :)

Bye ;)

Even if we aren't going alone, just knowing that he wanted to just makes my heart flip. That's good enough.

The nice, mature, responsible guy in him was looking out for me <sigh> he's just so amazing.

- Courtney.

Dear Diary,

Two entries, one day! wow shows how eventful my life is. (Note my sarcasm)

Me and Keenan were chillin at the park just throwing crumbs to pigeons. (We named one Kevin and Jimmy by the way).

Angela saw us together. I will never, for as long as I live, forget was she was wearing! It was absolutely HORRIFYING!! I may not even describe it because I like you and if rather not have your pages leak with tears from my descriptions. Wait... I'm talking to a book -_-.

Anyway, she saw us, while wearing the hoochiest, tightest clothes EVER! It's like October! Extra tight clothing and things like tank tips are out of season. Her stomach was spilling over her extra skinny jeans. Absolutely repulsive.

Keenan saw her first. He pointed out how skankish she looked and we started laughing. Then she made her way over towards us, much to my dismay.

"Hey Keenan." she waved flirtatiously.

"Are you not cold?" I wanted to laugh so hard after he said that. Angela had no idea what to say after that. Then she looked right at his jacket.

"Maybe I could use your jacket." She pouted. I'll admit, that was pretty freakin adorable. Keenan just told her that maybe she should go home and get one.

That's why I love Keenan. He's just that 'won't take a hint, don't give a shit' type of guy. I admire him for that.

Angela was about to say something when this guy came and saw her. She ended up leaving with him. Now this guy was hot. Like almost Trey Songz hot. So while she left, I was just wondering where I could find me one of those.

Anyway, after that, me and Keenan pretty much just chilled and went home. Nothing much after that. So that's the average Saturday of Courtney Lawson

-Courtney.