The Story of My Life

May 20, 2016

So, nothing really interesting really happened to me the past few weeks. It was really starting to get annoying to tell ya the truth.

Nothing REALLY exciting happened today either. But, I had to do something while I was bored, so I watched some Clannad and cried because of some of the episodes were so sad.

If anyone of you watched it before, it was so sad, that Nagisa died, then like 5-6 years after that, Ushio died because apparently. Tomoya wont listen to his gut, instead he listen to Ushio, and they went to go out on a trip while she was very ill.

But, after I watched the after story, I was SO relieved, that Nagisa didn't actually die, and it seemed just all a fantasy of what might happen if she did die.

Anyway, my BFF's b-day sleep over tomorrow and she canceled to invite me and invited someone else! Se tried to convince her parents but, they won't listen then she was stubborn and chose to invite her crush's cousin instead! So, yeah, I'm kinda mad about that.

Mostly because, and I do say "mostly because a lot." When she promised to invite me, she canceled and invited someone else! And I think j already said this 3x? Sorry.

Yeah.

Hey do oh ever feel like that your just a piece of garbage? If you do, I know exactly how your feeling.

And have you ever felt like everyone jut expects someone from you? Yeah, I go through that every time I go to school.

I mean, seriously. I might be a bad girl or a rebel, but really? Do you really always expect a bad girl or a rebel to hurt you?

I mean I look like I'm about to hurt you, but I'm actually really not. But, you can see the face when I feel angry and I wanna punch something.............................. or someone.

I just feel really angry, and try to contain it, but did you know it's actually bad for you to hold things in? Like if you wanna cry, but you try to hold it in. That's bad. I know right? Weird.

Well, even if they do expect something from me. I'm not afraid to show what I feel or what I am.

Bye!

~*Sophia Arwen E. Razon*~