UGGGGGHHHHH!!! I WANNA CURSE!! I WANNA CURSE!! I WANNA CURSE!!
But, I'm not, because you know why? Because I'm not gonna lose MY COOL over some STUPID GUY LIKE ETHAN!!
UGGHHHHHH!! I need to calm down.
But...
I WON'T BE CALM UNTIL I BASH HIS HEAD AGAINST A POLE!!!
*whispers* Breathe. Just breathe. *exhales sharply*
I'm mad. Can you tell that I'm mad? I just wanna cuss out my boyfriend until the end of time, but I'm NOT because I'm better than that!
No but seriously, I. Am. MAD!!!
He says that he likes me, yet he doesn't hang out with me AT ALL!
He says he cares for me, yet he doesn't see when I'm about to break down!
He says he loves me, yet he doesn't even talk to me AT ALL!
Don't think I'm some clingy girlfriend because I'm not trust me. I respect that he loves hanging out with his friends, but why can't he actually make a conversation with me?! INSTEAD of ONE or NONE SENTENCE EVERYday! (I know it wasn't proper grammar give me a break)
*exhales deeply and whispers to myself* Breeeaaatthhhheee... JUST breathe...
I'm NOT gonna lose MY COOL! So!
If you will EXCUSE me... I'm gonna find something to break.
Also! He's such a JERK!
...
Oh who am I kidding? By tomorrow I'm gonna think he's sweet and innocent as can be. Stupid brain. Stupid heart! Luckily I DIDN'T tell him that I love him yet!
Hmmf. I don't even think he DESERVES IT!
I'm gonna go find something to break now...
*turns leaves and slams the door*
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The Story of My Life
Non-FictionIts just the story of my life Warning: Has depression and suicidal thoughts. Read at your own risk.
