The Story of My Life

July 27, 2018

Look at that... it's only been a day. Anyways...

People come and go. I know they do.

I just don't get why they do it without a reason. I don't get, how easily they can turn their back on their friend. Who's willing to take a bullet for them. End their life for them, someone they cherish and care deeply about.

Why do they do that? People here in this world are cruel. They feel no remorse to doing something to someone, not even realizing how much of an impact it can actually have on them.

Most people now, they'd rather speak out first before even thinking about the others feelings. Not taking them into consideration.

How much more can I actually take this. I don't feel like I belong. There's no place for me...

I'm "insensitive."

I'm "unloved."

I'm "ugly."

"Mean."

"Horrible."

"Terrifying."

"Stone hearted."

"Bitch."

"Why don't you just kill yourself."

"Go and die."

It seems like as time goes, it just gets harder. Will there be anyone in my life who won't leave one day? My belief? Is no.