Hurt me, Love me

Chapter 1 ~ Hurt

Rose stood staring at the boy who seemed to have no eyes. They stared straight, almost as if they were trying to see through her but couldn't. She couldn't speak.
He did it for her, "Rose you are worthless.." It was a whisper. A whisper so quiet that if she would have moved, she wouldn't have heard it.
She felt her face get red as she tried to hold back tears. She opened her mouth but still could not speak.
"You have ruined my life.." He spoke a little louder now, but still was in a whisper, "My family is gone, you are what's left. And I do not want you."
His voice cracked, she could hear the pain in his voice. He didn't fight his tears, but he did not sob. They came slowly, slide down his face and dropped to the floor.
"I didn't mean to.." She began to sob, "Please Dez, I didn't mean to!"
She let "Dez" slip out instead of his name, Declan. She was quiet, like him, but not with her tears. When she cried she was loud.
"I'm so tired of people like you," he emphasized the word "tired", "I'm tired of living this kind of a life. You do not deserve this life."
As he said that he reached into his pocket to pull something out. She stepped back, wanting out of the situation now that she say he was not okay.
But it was too late, he had the gun out and was going to shoot her. She spoke up, "Dez I love you.. Please I'm sorry!"
He put a bullet in between her eyes.
He looked at her, not enjoying the sight of blood. But it wasn't just that, there was a hole.
Not just a hole in the girls head, but a hole in him. His family is gone, she who loved him most is gone.. So he might as well be gone as well.
He knew the shot would be heard, he was not far from people and the gun was loud. He did not want to run though. So he turned the gun and shot himself.