a/n: This is my first Urban Story so I hope you guys enjoy it. (:
"I am a sinner , who’s probably gonna sin again. Lord forgive me, Lord forgive me. Things I don’t understand.
Sometimes I need to be alone.
Bitch, don’t kill my vibe. Bitch, don’t kill my vibe."
Me & my girls sang as we walked out of the school . Even though the song was kinda old, that was our theme song. We always sung it when we were excited about something going on, or if we had big plans. Today was our last day of school before spring break , & of course I was so excited .
As we we’re being our loud selves , I felt someone nudge my shoulder.
"Aye, Bre?"
I turned around & saw Shaun standing behind me with his boys .
" Yeah,wassup? " I said adjusting my LV satchel on my hip.
"You trynna hit up my party tonight ? We boutta’ turn up." He shot a smile at me & I returned it.
"Yeah, my nigga. If I ain’t got nothing to do tonight. Imma call you later."
"Alright." He replied .
I turned around to face my girls , & started to walk away when he cleared his throat .
"I don’t get a hug?" He asked me .
I walked up to him and gave him a long hug . “Damn...this boy always smellin’ good .” I thought to myself .
"See you tonight." he said . He turned around & walked off with his crew , & me & my girls walked off too .
"Shaun so fine...I know i’m going to that party tonight.I was just frontin'." I told them.
"Oh I know you was stunting. Everybody knows you & Shaun got a thing for each other. Both of y'all are forever playing games." My bestfriend K'La said
Shaun has been my crush since middle school … well not exactly …
Lemme explain myself .
My name is Breaunna Mackintosh , But when i’m in the hood . They call me Bre.
I live in Oakland,CA,but on the good part of it.
I never really grew up in the ghetto , but ever since the 8th grade that changed. I took the wrong city bus home , & ended up in Dove Springs . That’s where I met my best friend K’ La ( Kyla.) She taught me everything about the hood . Even she doesn’t know where I’m really from.
Dove Springs is the ghetto...literally .
The niggas sell dope , & the girls sell they bodies.
There’s parties every friday,& usually all you do at the parties is drink , smoke weed,& for the girls? twerking .
When I took that wrong bus , everything about me changed . Instead of Breaunna Mackintosh , I became Bre Mack . I told everybody that I lived in Crest View , which is right across the street from Dove Springs .
I had to beg my parents to let me go to Cesar Chavez for Highschool , cause they said it would be a bad influence on me .
To be honest...i’m a hood girl at heart .
I don’t know why I’m attracted to the ghetto … I just am .
Maybe it’s just cause I don’t wanna be surrounded by white people all the time, that’s the only kinda people that live around where i’m really from...even though my mom is half white. But,I can’t tell my friends that … cause then they’ll say that I don’t know the struggle .
But now I put myself in a big hole...because none of my friends from Dove Springs know where I'm really from.
Or how I really live.
Or who I really am.
I don’t know how long I can keep up this secret , but I hope no one finds out...
