TRUST ME

CANT FOCUS

CANT FOCUS:

I can't focus.

I am loosing sleep,

they said it'd get better.

But its only getting worse.

I am trying to be happy,

To lie and make you believe that I'm all right.

I'm not, this isn't enough.

You come to me and say, "Am I only a memory. Just a ghost?

Have you forgotten about me?

Are you gonna stop?

And say hello?

You mean so much to me,

You gave me hope, now you let me go."

You are pissing me off, with what your saying.

Have you not realized how much pain you caused me?

You say it was only a mistake, no it was a choice.

So this is what I have to say.

You left me in the rain,

All those little things you've said.

Meant so much.

You made so many promises.

I tried, but I'm not good enough.

Please, stop.

Take a good long look at me.

What do you see?

A hopeless girl, wishing you'd pay some damn attention too.

I wanna run away,

Get far away from this place.

I wish you,  would join me.

I wish you were here,

But you left me far behind.

I just want you near.

I wish you were here.

You got no clue what id do just to have you here.

I hate that I love you, so damn much.

I hate that I want you here.

I love you, just the way you are.

I already miss you.

Its so damn sad, I already miss you.

But unfortunately you treated me so bad.

You dont understand how it'd be so easy to put a bullet in my head, and Id be gone.

Than maybe you'd realize how much pain you caused me.

But tonight,  I wont be doing that, instead I am writing you this.