Cliché (boyxboy)

Chapter 2

Matt's POV

Twice today, Cyrus fell asleep laying on me. I don't really understand why he's always so tired, but it's cute.

Okay, I'm in love with Cy, and I know he loves me. It's obvious, I catch him staring and licking his lips at me all the time. Not to mention the fact that I've caught him talking in his sleep. The way he looks at me when we're talking shows the love he has for me.

I'm not the brightest guy, once again, but I can tell.

I haven't told him yet because I'm afraid. I'm afraid of losing Cy. Yeah, I know, it's stupid.

But seriously, what if I do something stupid? I don't want him to hate me and we stop being friends. I need him in my life.

I was so stupid for getting girlfriends and seeing him suffer so much when I'm with them. I hated it so much, but once again, I was afraid. I was so pissed when Zoey called him a fag, no one talks about Cy without me saying something. Except for his horrible parents.

I really wish he could live with me, and I'd make him happy. He's a great guy and he doesn't deserve that treatment.

Anyway, he and I slept in his bed when I came over. It's King sized and the first plan was that we sleep on opposite ends. That was the first night I decided I wanted to sleep in the same bed as him. We were at my house. But, I told him that we'd switch when it was time to sleep, knowing he'd fall asleep. So, he fell asleep laying on me, and I was more than happy with that.

I woke up holding Cy while he laid on my chest, with his hand around my waist and his leg over my body. I was going to stay there for a while, because I was comfortable. It felt great to have Cy so close. But.... I had a little problem downstairs. Stupid morning wood. His leg was right beside it, and I tried to scoot without waking him up. But I forgot that Cy is a light sleeper. He woke up and saw what position we were in and his eyes went wide. He jumped up and started apologizing.

"Fuck Matt, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to uhh, sleep like that. Dammit I always fall asleep, why can't I just stay up to go to the bottom? Look next time, I'll sleep in the guest room." I laughed at him and shook my head.

"Cy man, chill out. It's fine. I know I'm hot and your subconscious is naturally attracted to me. Of course you'd come over to me while you're sleep. I completely understand. And no, you'll be still sleeping in here with me. On this bed." He blushed, looked at me confused then nodded.

"Whatever you say Matt. I don't know how you're so okay with this. Do I have to remind you that I'm gay?" I rolled my eyes at him. Duh he's gay, and apparently I am too. Or I'm just attracted to him, whatever it is. I don't care, I love him. And I'd scream it to the world if I was guaranteed to not lose him.

"No, I know you're gay. I told you I don't care man. We've been best friends for too long for something like this to come between us. Besides, once again, I know I'm irresistible. Peeks every now and then are okay just don't make it a habit." I winked at him and he blushed again. God he's cute.

My girlfriends never knew about it because I never let them stay the night at my house. I haven't had sex, kissed, or really touched a girl since I found out Cy liked me. Because right after that I realized that I liked him too. It just didn't feel right. I thought maybe if I had a girlfriend I'd get over him, he'd get over me, and we wouldn't lose each other. Stupid, I know.

Cy woke up first this morning because he wasn't in the bed anymore. I got up, used the bathroom, showered, everything else and came back. He was walking around with just a towel wrapped around his lower body. I sucked in a deep breath and smiled at him.