Silver pov:
I sat next to him as he sobbed into the pillow. I opened my mouth and then shut it. I was speechless. I've never seen such a happy person turn sad in a second. Gold always made everything better but when he's sad the world goes along with him. Outside the weather was horrible. Huge water droplets pounded on the windows. The only ones happy we're the water type Pokemon.
I placed my hand on his back and started to rub it. It seemed to soothe him for a while. I gently pulled him on my lap and hugged him tightly. I wrapped his arms around his waist and forced him to look at me. I almost broke down. His eyes were red and puffy and there was some snot under his nose. I wiped it off with my sleeve along with his tears. He pushed my hand away and looked away. I felt my heart breaking. Did I make him feel bad? Was it what Red said? That I was emotionless or afraid to be judged as gay? I stared at him and put my face at the crook of his neck. He tensed and pushed me off.
"L-look I'm......"
Before I could finish, he left out of the apartment, leaving me on the floor.
Hours later.......
Silver pov:
It was very late and I was waiting for Gold to come. I thought of what to say to him but my mind was blank. I closed my eyes and Gold suddenly barged in. I stood up and walked towards him. Before I knew what I was doing, I kissed Gold gently. His eyes widened and he tensed. After a few moments, he relaxed and pulled away.
"I-I'm sorry," I choked out.
He glared at me.
Gold pov:
I glared at him. And before I knew it, my fist smashed on his jaw. He fell back and he held his jaw.
"You made me feel worthless, you son of a bitch!! Now when Red says all that stuff you finally feel guilty!!! You might as well go fuck yourself!!!"
With that I left to my room, leaving an "emotionless" Silver behind.
I flopped onto my bed and sobbed into the sheets. I don't know when or how but I fell asleep crying.
Silver pov:
I've never in my life seen Gold react like that. My jaw was still numb and tears streaked down my cheeks. I haven't cried ever since I was with my dad. But now I was crying, for Gold. He actually hit hard and he could say bad words. I guess he got it from me. I sighed and went to my room. I lay down on the bed and let the tears soak into the sheets. Then I closed my eyes and everything went black.
I opened my eyes and saw Gold happy. I stared at him and then he hugged me. I smiled and took off his hat.
"Hey give it back," he giggled.
I shook my head.
"If you want it, come and get it," I taunted.
He giggled and pushed me on the floor and straddled me. I felt my face heat up as he leaned towards my face. He smiled slyly and kissed me. At first I was tense but soon I relaxed. Our mouths moved in sync and then he licked my bottom lip for entrance. I denied cuz I wanted to be dominant. That wasn't what he planned though. He shoved hi tongue into my mouth forcefully and explored what was his. It didn't take long for him and me to have no clothes. He rammed into me and I cried in pleasure.
"F-faster G-Gold~"
He thrusted in and out faster and faster. And then........
Sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Silver pov:
I opened my eyes and heard sizzling. I sniffed the air and it smelled like bacon. I sat up and looked down. My face heated up as I saw white stuff covering the sheets. I bit my lip and took a quick shower. When I got out I got the sheets and stuffed them into the washer. I opened the dryer to see if there was anything and there was sheets. Gold's sheets. I took them out and there was a huge stained spot. Did he pee in his sleep? Or did he have a wet dream?
"W-why do you have my sheets," Gold yelled.
I looked at him and pointed at the stain.
"What is that?"
His face flushed and he snatched the sheets away.
"N-none of y-your concern," he said quietly.
Then he left to put the sheets in his room and he went back to the kitchen. I followed him and saw two plates on the table. They had pancakes, bacon, and egg. Gold sat down and started to eat.
"That's for you," he growled.
I nodded and sat across from him. We ate in silence for a while.
"What Red said was wrong," I said softly.
He stopped chewing and pointed his fork at me.
"How so," he said with his mouth full.
"Well, I do have emotions, I'm not emotionless, and thanks to you I found something else that I'm not that sure about."
He stared at me and looked away.
"So you have feelings for me?"
I bit my lip and nodded. He smiled for a bit.
"Then why do you treat me like.......bad?"
"It's just me, I'm like that but when you came along........I...........i.....fell for.....you......."
He stared at me and looked down.
"If you actually felt something for me, you would show affection, love," he sneered.
Before I could say anything else, he left. I followed him out the door and he ran. I ran after him. The wind flowed through my hair and it must have been very embarrassing but I didn't care. We must've ran for hours cuz I felt my legs hurting and I started to slow down. Fortunately Gold stumbled for a little bit and I lunged at him. I grabbed his waist and pulled him down with me. I sat on him and pinned his wrists above his head.
"Let go, there's people around," he yelled.
He was right people were staring at us and it was raining pretty bad. And we were outside stores and whatnot so there was a lot of people.
"No," I said sternly ,"I'm going to stay here till you hear me out!"
He stared at me and refused to let me say anything. We stayed there till everyone had left. Then he spoke softly.
"What do you want to tell me?"
"That I'm sorry. I'm no longer emotionless. Only to certain people. But not to you. And yes I'm afraid to be judged, yes I'm stupid, and yes......I like you..."
"Is that all?"
I nodded and leaned down to his face.
"I'm sorry," I said and kissed him softly. He didn't tense but he kept his mouth shut. I sighed and pulled away. I looked into his eyes and they were filled with sadness. His eyes were still puffy and looked glassy. His usual smile was now a frown. I destroyed him. All my fault.
I got up and he stayed lying on the floor, sobbing. I picked him up bridal style and took him back to the apartment. By the time we got there, he was asleep in my arms. I went inside and set him on his bed. Tears still streaked down his cheek and soaked into the sheets with the unexplainable stain. I headed for my room and stared out the window.
Gold pov:
I felt my chest heavy with sadness. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing out. It took this long for Silver to say stuff like that. Now when Red says it, he feels guilty and he wants to kiss me and hug me and do that stuff. Well I'm not going to show affection to him. I'm gonna be me, but without the love for Silver.
The next morning
Gold pov:
I woke up and went straight to the kitchen to make food. Once I ate it I sat on the couch and went through the channels. When I found the perfect channel, Silver came in.
"Hey Silv!"
He jumped and his forehead scrunched up in confusion.
"You're not mad at me anymore?"
I laughed and shook my head.
"Of course I'm mad at you, I'm just tryna be friends again," I said with a smile.
"Just friends?"
I nodded.
"Anywaaaays ima go out, seeya later."
When I got outside, I inhaled the fresh air. I walked down the street and took out my Cyndaquil. It jumped with joy and hugged my leg. I laughed and picked it up. We went to the white forest and sat on the grass looking at the sky. Cyndaquil got tired and started to chase butterflies and whatnot. Suddenly Totodile tackled Cyndaquil.
"Hey," I barked.
Silver sat next to me and grabbed my hand. I glared at him and pushed him away.
"What's the meaning of this," I hissed.
"Just wonna show you affection," he purred.
I smiled and grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him close to my face.
"So you want to play like that," I said seductively.
