We made our way to Lincoln centre, after arriving in New York that afternoon. I'd heard that the Bella had managed to get into the Finals and more recently that Beca would be joining them. After her outburst at the Semi-Finals I was a little surprised that Aubrey was letting her back in, but Beca seemed to have changed.....
Beca seemed to have changed....that thought and the memories that accompanied that thought were so painful to me. I couldn't believe that I shut the door in her face. But I just couldn't cope any more. It was more and more obvious that it wasn't a two way relationship, and I couldn't deal with her breaking my heart more than would already happen.
The thought of seeing Beca again tonight made my stomach feel like it was twisting and turning, it almost made me more nervous than the actual performance! I needed to think about the Trebles and hitting every beat for my group, rather than Beca and the things she did to my head.
