James and Bee

The First Saturday

To Bee and James,

Here begins your very own fanfic that I promised to write for you, in the park. I hope you like it because I've tried to be as literate as possible, for me. I'm going to make this a short story because of GCSE's and stuff so it'll be about 10 chapters long. But they'll be long chapters. Unless you want me to write more, that is.

But enjoy all the same.

Love From

Maia x

#Bames

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Bee's POV

I needed to look good for James today, it was something I had to do for him to possibly notice me. I always hoped too much for something unusual to happen but it never did and I knew I kept hurting over it but for some reason, I still grasped onto the little hope that I had left. I had a crush on James. No one knew about it apart from me, of course and I planned to keep it that way for a while, maybe even forever. I felt disgraceful in every way. I mean I knew that there was nothing wrong with being gay but I felt really bad when I went out with Katie and then Leia as a cover up for my feelings for James. I wanted no one to know so - as harsh as it sounded - I used them. I had observed the group and their ways and I adapted to what they seemed to do which was to go out with each other. Go out with one person and move onto the next . It didn't feel like that should happen though, I had fancied James ever since I first saw him and I cant imagine not liking him in that way so how could everyone change their feelings so quickly? Beats me.

I got out of the warm shower and walked over to the steamed up mirror hanging on the wall. I grabbed a towel and wiped away the steam, revealing my face. I sighed and tried to smile but it looked fake. I wanted him so badly, it hurt. My hair was curly so I couldn't really do much with it but I fiddled around with it anyway wanting to make a good impression. 'Was I good enough for him?' was what I kept asking myself, probably the most asked question everyday.

He was perfect in my eyes, blonde hair which was swooped to one side and always scruffy, tall, slim but muscular body, those hazel eyes that I could get lost in...I was also in love with his little ways of showing his personality. He raised his eyebrows in this really sexy way and looked at you intently when he was trying to flirt, he stood tall and proud, putting his weight on one leg and his hands on his hips, the way he was also nice to people no matter how badly they treated him and he deserved better. It angered me so much that he just let things go easily and he shouldn't take all the shit he got. He also flirted with everyone, even me and wow did it give me goose bumps. My heart broke when I realised he didn't actually feel that way though.

Stop thinking about him.

I walked over to my wardrobe, opened it and took out some boxers, skinny jeans, a blue t-shirt and my grey hoody, aiming for a casual look, trying not to try too hard. To my friends, I didn't care and really, I shouldn't. I put all of my clothes on and walked downstairs. I grabbed my converse from the cupboard and hopped while I hurriedly put them on and tied them as I grew more impatient to see James. I walked out of the door prepared for an hour bus drive to see him.

But I forgot my socks so I went back.

James' POV

Everyone was always so late. I was standing outside of the corner Sainsbury's opposite the woods and the field where our group met up and surprise surprise, I was the first one here. Sometimes I didn't even know why I bothered, I always showed up on time or early and everyone else just turns up when they want to which surely didn't help for later life. Today's invitation list was: Law, Bee, Maia, Leia, Katie, Ben, White, Maddy, Sam and me. The next person probably wouldn't show up for another ten minutes, I was expecting so I walked into Sainsbury's to get some lunch. I walked down the far right isle to the 'on the go' section, grabbed a sausage roll, a bottle of coke and a packet of crisps, completing the meal deal of three pounds. I looked up to see Bee standing next to me, choosing his lunch as well. He looked up and smiled.