Keep you with me

Dont see me like this

MEL'S POV

Lilly and I went back to England without telling anyone. Jackie and Jade worried that we got hurt or something stupid happened to us, but i texted them that everything was fine and not to worry. Our mothers funeral was that week. I stopped eating because I was never hungry. Lilly didn't eat that much either but ate more then me. I have lost so much weight and she has lost just a little.My wrists got worst I've lost a lot blood but didn't care. Lilly tried to take my blade but I got it back. I slept most of the day and never came out of my room. This was hard on both of us because we knew each other since we were babies and always thought that we would grow up with a mom. The guys were worried too but i never texted them they have called and texted me a billion times and I have never answered.

Lilly has had nightmares lately about finding her mom laying on the ground in her last final moments saying how much she loved us both and how to find me and never split apart and to never let a boy get in between us. I have had nightmares too, but mine are about my father. Each night we end up in the others arms trying to clam down i have done my best to be there for Lilly but It seems more that she is there for me.

It was the day of the funeral and me and Lilly promised we were not going to cry. We got dressed and went to the funeral home we greeted people as they came in. All of them said they are sorry for our loss. We held it together well until we were at the cemetery, then we started to ball out eyes out. We watched our mother get buried under 6 feet of dirt. We planted flowers on here grave and since we were in a cemetery I was familiar with i had to go and visit someone.

"Hey mom I have been a wreck these past few days. Me and Lilly only have each other now." I said to my mothers grave stone starting to cry again." You have been watching over me my whole life and I have done many stupid things. I just wish you were here so you could help us through this. We need a mother, we need someone to help us and correct us when we're wrong. We need someone watching over us and scolding us for bloody idiotic things we do. We can't do this alone and I need you here, Lilly needs you." I said finishing planting the flowers I bought for here grave." I love you and miss you so much" I got up and turned around to see Lilly there with here phone on face time with Jade and Jackie." Aw mellll!! You know we are here for you and Lilly and care about you guys very much." They said while I smiled and wiped my cheeks of my tears." And we are here too you know" some one said of the screen and then the screen moved over to fit all of them.

"You guys heard all of that didn't you?" I said wiping the tears from my cheeks. I noticed they weren't at any of their houses. "Where are you guys?"

"Um...no where?" Jade said in a weird voice she did when she was trying to hide something.

"Jade your hiding something where are you?" I asked. Suddenly feeling tired and weak for some reason. "Lilly I don't feel well, can we go home?"

"Yeah" she said and that is the last thing I remember.

Lillys POV**

I looked over at Mel and she was suddenly on the ground. "Mel. Mel! Please wake up, Mel!" I practically screamed. "Guys I got to go bye." Once I hung up the phone I called an ambulance. I followed it to the hospital.

I ran into the hospital once I got there. "Miss I'm sorry you can't come back here. Please wait in the waiting room we will come get you when she is ready for visitors. But we will need you to fill out a few papers." One of the nurses in the hospital said."No she's my sister I need to be with her!Please!" I screamed. "Please miss go to the waiting room and fill out some papers." I kept trying to get through until it was no use any more.

I filled out all the papers but there was still nothing from the doctors. I had to see her it was killing me to not be with her. All of the sudden there was 2 familiar people walking towards me and then 4 people I only knew a little.