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I woke up to a empty bed and Gizmo licking my faces. I just rolled my eyes and huffed. After the semi heart to heart we just had last night, I wake up to a empty bed.

I walked out the room and walked around almost the whole damn house..No Shawn. I went to the room and got in the shower and put on some shorts with a wife beater. I walked out the room and still.. No Shawn.

I walked in the dinning room and grabbed my laptop and went to the living room and logged in. I turned the tv on and looked at reruns of Empire. I put my glasses on that was on the coffee table and threw my hair up in a messy bun.

I was about to start on my work until the door opened. Shawn walked in the living room with bags of food and stuff.

I looked at him and looked back down at my computer.

"Hey baby." He walked over to me and kissed my forehead.

"Hey."

He walked I the kitchen to put some stuff down and walked back in with the food.

"I brought you some food. I tried to be back before you woke up but.."

"You could have left me a note."

"You right in sorry."

He handed me the food and I grabbed it.. of course.
I pulled out a chicken biscuit and some hash browns.

"So can we finish talking."

"Yeah. You can go first."

"Okay." He started "So, I am happy you are carrying my baby... actually, I am more than happy. I don't think word can explain how happy I am but for you to keep all that stuff behind my back was wrong Bey. You know how I am about trust. I asked you yesterday while we was on the phone what were you doing today and you didn't mention one thing about no doctors office. Don't you think I need to know stuff like that? I am your husband. Don't you think I need to know about your first test."

"I didn't want to stress you because you just started you job."

"Man, fuck that job Beyoncé. You are my wife. Every little thing that goes in your body I need to know. Good or bad."

"Okay, I'm sorry."

"Please don't do no shit like that again Bey."

"Okay." I bite my sandwich "You know you was wrong for leaving like that." I continued "We are married now, we can walk away from problems like that. We need to talk about them." He just looked at me.

"You right. And I apologize for walking away like that." He put him hand on my thigh and I looked at him. I could tell he was truly sorry about walking out. That only made me wonder even more what he did when he left.

"Where did you go last night?"

"Hmm?"

He know he fucking heard me.

"Shawn." I closed my eyes and PRAYED that he didn't do nothing he would regret.

"I just went to the bar and went to a strip club. I got a lap dance but that was it. I swear."

"Are you sure?"

"I promise."

I looked at him and I could tell he was being honest. "Okay."

"I'm sorry baby. You know I love you right."

"I love you too Jay but every time we have a argument, you can't just leave and go to a strip club."