Living Without Her (Suga x Reader)

Chapter Three

Yoongi's POV

"Honestly, (y/n) I'm not hungry," I tried to protest. After not eating for so long, I wasn't sure I was able to stomach anything, yet, she persisted.

"Yoongi oppa," (y/n) began, "Seriously, it looks like you haven't eaten in days, weeks even. At least take a bite," she looked at me with pleading eyes. I breathed in deeply and nodded lightly as I took a forkful of salad and chewed it slowly. The taste made me nauseas but I held it down.

"There," I sat back as I finished swallowing the last of the salad, "You happy?"

"Yes, and you don't have to be rude about it," (y/n) stated victoriously. I just rolled my eyes dramatically.

"Can I go home now and sleep?" I asked breaking out sudden silence.

"Aniyo," (y/n) smiled as if she just heard the dumbest question ever, "Besides, you're lying about sleep too."

"How do you know that?" I asked surprised.

"Oppa, you have bags under your eyes..." she said sounding kind of sad.

"Right, obviously," I rubbed my face with my hands then banged my head down onto the table. I was about to speak again when a familiar voice interrupted me.

"Yoongi?" it asked. I looked up to see the person addressing me and seen it was my good hyung, Jin.

"H-Hey Jin hyung," I stuttered awkwardly.

"Dude," he started to sit down next to (y/n), "You look... not so good. Have you been eating?"

"Y-"

"No, he hasn't," (y/n) interrupted my lie. I just glared at her.

"Excuse me," Jin motioned to a waiter, "Can you bring some ramen over here for my friend, thank you."

I sighed again.

"Don't sigh, it makes you an angry person," Jin remarked.  

"Whatever," I retorted.

"See!" he pointed at me, "Already angry."

"That's because I am angry," Iooked to the waiter setting down some noodles in front of me.

"Aish," Jin sighed himself and turned to (y/n).

They began making conversation as I tried to eat the soup to avoid anymore scolding. (Y/n) laughed as Jin joked around and for some odd reason, it reminded me of Ah Young. Anger suddenly surged through my body, but I calmly set down my chopsticks and looked up at them with a glare.

"Yah!Aren't you supposed to be cheering me up?!" I say more angrily than I mean it to.

"Yoongi," Jin started to say, "What are you talking about, we are."

"NO YOU'RE NOT!!" I yelled, "ALL YOU'RE DOING IS MAKING EVERYTHING WORSE!!!" And with that I stormed out of the restaurant and into the street. I yelled out in frustration and messed up my hair a bit. 

"Oppa," (y/n)'s voice came from behind me, "Whats wrong?" she asked.

I broke down in tears again, "Everything is reminding me of her and I can't take it," I sobbed, "Why did she have to leave me?"