Silent night (antisepticeye and Darkiplier)

Memories

Sean's POV

She looked down at her fingers. "Your... Ummm, your name doesn't happen to be Sean does it?" She asked.

My heart lifted. "Do you remember me." I asked sliding into the chair next to her.

She still twiddled her fingers. "No." She answered. She reached under her pillow and grabbed the art book I had gotten her. She must has salvaged it from her backpack after the crash. "I drew this, this morning." She said opening the art book.

She passed me the book... She would usually never show me her art. I could see the cuts littering her arms, Rachael was right. I could feel my heart in my throat... How could I not have known.

I looked down at the picture... It was two puzzle pieces with a heart in the middle where they connect 'you are the piece that I have been missing' it said with heart detailing. Words were written to fill space. Words like 'Sean' and 'I love you' it was so sweet.

"You drew that this morning?" I asked... How did she come up with my name to put on this picture if she didn't remember me.

Michelle nodded. "It was the only name I could remember. So how did we know each other?" She asked leaning forward with curiousity.

I sighed but before I could answer, the nurse came in. She had long blonde hair but other than that, she looked almost exactly like Michelle, except her eyes, they were so blue, it seemed like blue smoke was coming from them. "Sean, I need to talk to you..." She cast a glance toward Michelle, "Now." She said sternly. She even sounded like Michelle....trippy maybe a little more high pitched but still. I nodded slowly as i followed her out of the hospital room.

"Okay, what is it nurse?" I asked as I cross my arms. I still can't get over the resemblence.

She made sure the door was shut before she turned back to me. "Sean, you can't tell her." She said coldly. What? Tell her what? I am so confused.

"Excuse me?" I said as Mark and Rachael joined me.

She groaned. "Don't play dumb. You can not tell her about those demons..." She said crossing her arms in front of her.

My eyes grew wide as I realized. "How did..."I asked. I passed a glance at Mark.

Her blue eyes seemed to smoke even more... What is this? "I should probably introduce myself... I'm Hannah, Michelle's angel." She said stiffly. Everything was always cold and stuff if it left her lips.

What! I could feel myself grow angrier and angrier. "Where the hell were you when she was hit by that car then, or when she was in inch away from death!" I was so angry. I was talking to a legit angel and she had done nothing to help her.

Her cold blue eyes narrowed as she stared at me underneath her blonde hair. In less then a second we were about nose to nose. "Listen here human, the only reason she is alive at all is becase of me. Would you rather bury her in the ground." She said, her voice filled with rage. She took a step back, "The only reason Michelle is alive at all is because I knew what Jack and Dark were planning, they were goinng to kill both Michelle and I. The only way I knew I could protect her is to watch from afar, take my own form and heal her when the time has come. Now that I have, she can not know about Jack and Dark." She said.

I passed Mark a glance. I guess I never realized. Rachael held tightly onto Mark's hand. "But why, Hannah? She has a right to know what happened to her. What are we suppose to tell her?" Mark asked nervously.

Hannah sighed and looked at the ground, "The truth." I was about to interject when she cut me off. "A version of the truth. You hit her with your car, you know eachother from school... thats it." She said.

I felt like a bullet passed through my heart. "What about my feelings for her?" I asked looking at the tiled hospital floor.

"She can't know, because I know Michelle. She will try and remember you if she has a reason to. This is the only way to keep her safe from all of this... at least until my grace is fully restored." All three of us looked at Hannah with a confused face. "I had to use my grace to seperate myself from Michelle, and even more to heal her... I didn't have enough strenght to save her mind."

I can't tell her the way I feel about her... but she remembered my name. "Will her memories come back n their own?" Rachael asked.

Hannah paused for a moment. Her look was throwing me off, she looked like Michelle was in a good blonde wig and cool contacts. "I don't know." She said turning away and into Michelle's door. "Hi, sweetheart... how are you feeling?" She asked in a cheery, nurses voice.

I followed behind her when I heard Jack's voice at the back of my head. Damn it! I was sure that stupid bitch would have died by now... guess i will just have to try harder.

'You will do nothing of the sort.' I thought back as I walked into the room with Mark and Rachael at my heels. Rachael was fighting off tears, probably worried that if we told her anything, she night remember something that would place her in more danger than she already was.

Michelle was holding onto her arm, rubbinng her thumb across the scars on her forearm. "Did these happen in the accident?" She asked.

What was I suppose to say? Then Hannah interuppted. "No, dear, those were your own doing unfortunatly. You suffer from chronic depression and anxiety." Hannah said showing no remorsee. Great way to sugar coat it, Hannah.

I can't believe that I hadn't noticed any of this before. What the hell kind of boyfriend doesn't know that his girlfriend was cutting herself. It made me want to cry at the thought of her slicing open her own wrists. Michelle nodded. "Oh." She replied, i don't think she really understood.

She looked upband folder her hands in her lap... "So, I'm sorry, but how do I know you guys?" She asked. I wasn't sre if I was going to be able to do this.

I took a deep breath as Hannah's glare fell on my shoulders. "You and I go to school together, i accidentally hit you with my car on the way out of the parkinglot." That nearly broke me.... how could i just tell her that. "This is Mark and that's Rachael." I said pointing to the other two to get my mind off of what i had done

She waved at them, Mark slightly waved back but Rachael's eyes filled with tears as she ran from the room crying. "What's wrong with her?" Michelle asked.

I looked down. How do I explain this. "She is Mark's girlfriend and she is really sensitive about this kind of stuff." I answered. It was true but not the whole truth. 

"Oh," She said as she looked at her hands folded across her lap. "Thank you, umm for bringing me to the hospital." She said.

I wash shaking this was impossible. "Alright sweetheart, i think they are letting you leave today.. I'm taking you home with me." Hannah said with a smile.

Wait what? "I thought she was getting released with me?" I asked.

Hannah turned to me with a slight glare. "I am her older sister, it would seem only right for her to come home with me... its safer that way." SHe said with emphasis on the last sentence. 

"You are?" Michelle asked as she began to stand. 

Hannah nodded and helped her up. I guess she was right. It wasn't safe at my house with Dark and Anti there and she didn't have an angel to protect her anymore. I just nodded. I was starting to leave when I felt Michelle's hand on my shoulder. "Wait, can I get your number in case i have questions?" She asked inncently. 

I nodded and pretended to place my nuumber in her phone because it was already there. I did erase all our old messages though. This was going to be increadibly hard.

I smiled but probably not very convincingly, i left the hosptial. then i heard it. Humm no angel anymore, that makes her more interesting especially if she thinks i'm you. Jack said.

A/N: Sorry guys it has been soo long.. i have been super busy. Ohhh over 100 view... HAPPINESS!!! thank you guys so much. Don't forget to check out my other stories. If you liked it please vote or comment... it means a lot to me knowing that people like it :)