She's different

I need to stay away but can't

As soon as I open my eyes this morning I recall what happened last night. I am so embarrassed, that was the first time I had done anything with someone like that EVER, and I did it with two guys, and in a car at that!

I was acting like such a slut. Fuck!!

Mrs. Locklit told me to stay away from her brother and his best friend I just basically went to 3rd base with them last night. I feel so sick I could puke. As I get up from my bed and walk to the bathroom grabbing my tooth brush from my small sink and putting some tooth paste I begin brushing my teeth. As I'm brushing I hear my phone ding. Ugh I bet that's Mrs. Locklit, I grab it from my charger and look.

I groan as I see they texted me.

Sam: Hey babe we just wanted to check on you to make sure you're ok, also me and Sam want you to have lunch with us we can pick you up at 12:30 or 12:00 which ever is better for you. Let us know which time. ~Nick&Sam

Fuck I can't go! That is not an option especially with what happened last night. I need to make up something and fast.

Lily: Hey guys I'm sorry but I can't do lunch today I have few errands to run and I'm having lunch with my mother today. Maybe another time thanks for asking tho ~lily

I turn off my phone putting it back on the charger and walk back to my bathroom to get ready for work.

I just need to not focus or think about them.

____TIME SKIP____

Ugh I need to run I know if it don't I'm going to be 2 or 3 minutes late and I really don't need to hear Mrs. Locklit bitch, today is not the day. I walk though the doors of the building and get straight on the elevator as people rush in. Pushing the button to the top floor I try to catch my breath as I'm waiting for it to reach my stop. As people leave the elevator I feel like I've been waiting forever, finally it reaches the top floor opening its doors. I power walk straight to the back and open another door to my office.

I'm praying that Mrs. Locklit isn't here yet. I breathe a sigh of relief as I turn the corner and I see her office light is off. Thank God, I need just a bit of rest before she comes so I can calm myself. I walk over to my desk and begin setting up for today. When that's done I sit down in my chair, taking a deep breath as I do. I feel my phone buzz in my pocket.

Fuck, what now?! I look and see it's another text from them, crap I'm not even going to look at it this time. Nope! I don't need this stress right now, I get up to go grab Mrs. Locklit some coffee from the break room.

As I'm coming back with her coffee I see she's already in her amazing office. It has windows on all sides she claims it's so she can make sure I'm doing my work, but it has these curtains that go all around the room for when she wants privacy. As I open her door I hear her on the phone.

"No! No mark! That's not going to work for me... Listen to me you idiot! I need those dresses done by the end of the week no later! You hear me?!" As she slams the phone down I sit her coffee down and take a sit with my pen and notebook ready to see what she needs me to do. As I sit she puts her head and her hands, screams, takes a deep breath and looks up like she didn't just have a mini mental breakdown.

"Ok Lily let's start on what I need you to do for me today." She smiles at me. I can tell it's fake, however I nod, number 1 because I didn't want to upset her and two I just don't have the time for it today.

"So I need you to do all this paper work for me, file them in-" She gets cut off by her phone.

She answers while rolling her eyes, "Hello, this is Vivian."

"Ahhh brother, to what do I owe a call from you?" She says spinning around in her chair to look out the window. I mentally curse getting nervous, why is he calling her now?! I pray it's not about me.

It probably isn't and I'm just getting worked up over nothing. I try to breathe and relax, but it's not working I zone their conversation because if I don't I will pass out. I feel so dirty and awful about what happened yesterday. I don't snap out of my day dream like zone until I hear my name in her conversation, I look over at her and listen.

"Yeah, yeah no problem I will have my PA bring that right over to you to sign." She says as she turns and looks at me. I cringe little because I know she's going to make me go and do now. She hangs up the phone and looks at me with another one of her fake smiles.

"Sorry Lily change of plans," Mrs. Locklit starts. "I need you to bring this file to my brother and let him and his business partner sign it. He wants it now and he wants it done by today, for some reason. So you will take this to them and then write down what they want from these print outs, then bring this back to me and no funny business, I mean it! I tried to get them to let me get someone else to bring it but they don't trust just anyone and they know your my personal assistant, so they can trust you. I want you to call in my lunch for today then take a cab to his office, get that done then come back and finish that filing I need you to do!" She finishes stating what she needs as I finish writing in the notebook, she gets up and I follow right after her jumping up, she hands me everything and follow her out of her office, I go and sit back at my desk.

I don't even know where she is going! Ugh! She hardly ever does any work anyways. I put the files where they need to go and what address to send them off to. After I'm done with that I call the place Soups&Salads for her and order the same salad she gets almost everyday.

_______TIME SKIP________

I have everything I need for Sam I think. I'm in back of a cab with an older man whose driving me, he keeps making side glances in the rear view mirror but I ignore him, I look out of the window and try to focus on the task at hand but whenever I do I keep thinking of last night. I see I'm at their office building, its huge I don't really know what they do but whatever is it they must be successful at it. I pay the cab fare and get out. Looking up at the building I take a deep breath and let it out trying to calm my nerves I feel like my heart is going to jump out of my chest.

I walk through the double doors and go to the desk in the front and see a really beautiful girl the size of a Barbie doll with platinum blonde hair pulled back with red lips, as I walk up she looks at me with her ice blue eyes. I almost feel like a cup of cold water has been thrown on me but I try to not let it show as I get to her desk I give her a smile she gives me one back that's very sickly sweet aka fake.

"Hello I am looking for Mr. Lupo and Mr. Costa office?" I say smiling back at her, it's crazy to me she doesn't have a hair out of place she just seems so perfect.

"I'm sorry to break it to you, but no one can go up to their offices without an appointment." She replies as she nods to me like I'm stupid or something. I nod back and begin feeling uncomfortable.

"I understand that but they are expecting me my boss has spoken to them they are probably waiting for me." I say looking around as people are waking by I feel like everyone is looking at me she almost looks like she about to laugh at me, I feel embarrassed and can feel my face heating up.

"Then let me call them up for you. What's your name and who do you work for?" She asks me as she picks of the phone and looks at me, like I should be scared of the fact that she's calling to confirm that what I'm saying is true. I want to roll my eyes so bad but I don't.

"I'm Lily Blue and my boss is Mrs. Locklit." I answer looking around to see if anyone is watching me.

"Hey Ken I'm down stairs and I have a Ms. Blue for Mrs-" She stops talking abruptly, making me think she was cut off. She looks up at me eyes wide anger flashes in her eyes and then disappears. She then puts the phone on the hook, closes her eyes, takes a deep breath, and then looks at me and smiles.

"I am sorry Ms. Blue for the misunderstanding from now on when you come in please don't stop at this desk just go right on up to the 50th floor. There is a man named Ken up there, he will be waiting on you by the elevator to take you to their offices." She explains. I nod, thank her and walk away because I am trying not to laugh at her disappointed face. I don't know what that Ken guy said but it must have not been good. I walk over to the sets of elevators I push the up button and wait.

____________________________________Edited, hey guys I just updated this chapter. My amazing editor done this! Anyway please don't forget to like a comment! ~Chloe