Lethal wish

The Night Before

When I was asleep an odd sense of evil washed over me, almost hard to describe. It felt like someone layed a blanket through me, a rough old blanket that edged it's way into me. My skin felt itchy, my eyes haze, leaving everything a blur. I didn't feel alone, I felt as if my body was holding millions of debts. My brain began to confuse me, my throat felt as a chalkboard would react to a blade.
My limbs lifeless, my stomach churning viciously making body tremble.
The long drawn out migraine pounding away at my sanity. I am no longer in control of my movements I try to move, I try to speak but nothing happens, as if a considerable amount of bricks pile them self on me, crushing my soul. My body heaves, air exits my mouth without entering, I try to suck the crisp air in, but my struggle becomes unbearable. 

JUST LIKE THAT IT ALL WENT BLACK

I felt hazy almost as if I'm walking in a dream, guilt fills me. For I know what not for. This filling floods me. I walk around, as if I have a blind fold, I try to shake the itchy feeling off but it gets worse every time I try. 

I look at my hand noticing it has a dagger in place. My head snaps forward leaving me staring at a startled girl. So innocent... "Kill her" I spoke but it was not me... 

The voice grew louder and louder. 

The control I had of myself grew less and less.

I cry out but nothing can be heard. 

I scream in the name of God for only if he could hear me.