blue: his eyes | k.ji

thirty seven

as silly as it sounds, i had plans for us. i would shower her with all the love that i could possibly ever have and prove to her that she was beautiful, that she was precious. together, we'd throw the blades away and burn all of her crumbled up suicide notes. id graduate with her and thatd be the start of it all. id show her all the wonders of the world and shed be happy, shed want to live.