Is it really perfect? (ONGOING)

Chapter 6: Regret

Chapter 6

Nikka's POV

Grabe! I had to pull Leight away kasi naman feeling ko hihimatayin na sya. Blanko na blanko talaga yung mukha nya hahahaha! 

Elle followed us as I pull Leigh papasok ng campus. 

Nagmamadali pa akong iswipe yung ID ko dun sa entrance, ganun kasi sa university namin, hindi ka makakapasok kasi hindi magoopen yung mini gate kapag hindi ka nagswipe ng ID. 

Hahaha grabe, tawanan pa kami ng tawanan. Kasi naman sobrang funny ni Leigh tsaka ni kuya Venice. Hahaha grabe naluluha na ako sa kakatawa. 

Nauna akong makapasok kasi hindi makita ni Leigh yung ID nya kaya naman nagsearch pa sya sa loob ng bag nya na parang Amazon forest. 

Bakit angtagal naman nila, wala kasi sa sarili si Leigh eh! 

So tumayo muna ako dun sa may gate. Kinuha ko yung phone ko sa bag, just to check my Instagram. Follow nyo ko ha! 

*PAK!*

Sh*t! May sumampal sakin! I touched my face with my left palm. Huhuhu baka namula na to! Sensitive pa naman yung skin ko! 

I raised my head para makita ko kung sino yung b*tch na sumampal sakin.

"B*tch! Bakit mo ko sinampal! Wala kang karapatang hawakan, kahit yung dulo ng daliri ko!"

I was soo furious. Walang may karapatang gawin yun sakin!

"You killed him! You killed him!"

Sabi ni Jeanellie with this anger on her face na ngayon ko palang nakita. She is this pa-sweet kind of girl. She is one of those cheerdancers na walang pakealam kahit masunog yung skin nila sa sun.

"Ha? Anong sinasabi mo? Never akong gagawa ng ganun, its out of my ethics! Are you out of your mind? And sino ba yang sinasabi mong 'Him' na yan?!?"

Medyo hindi ko narin napigilang sigawan sya, angintense kasi ng situation and medyo nakakatakot.

I tried to search my mind kung meron ba akong napatay habang natutulog ako or nahypnotize ba ako, pero wala naman.

" You killed him! You caused him to take his own life!" 

Now, she is already crying. First time kong makita na ganito sya. She was known for not crying, she was always so cheerful, kahit na nahuhulog sya sa mga stunts at nagkakabukol never syang umiyak. 

After she said that and realized that she really is serious, I had the eagerness to listen. 

"Sino ba yang sinasabi mo?"

I told her in a soft and sympathetic voice.

She is still crying... tapos sumagot sya sa tanong ko...

"Justin committed suicide last night, he was found cold and dead in his bedroom. *sobs* You are the reason why he did that! Dahil dyan sa kalandian mo! Sa panloloko mo sakanya!"

After hearing her say that I was really shocked. Jeanellie Santiago is Justin's bestfriend. No wonder ganyan ang reaction nya.

I fell into a deep silence. Oo, alam ko na hindi ako yung mabuti and magandang ugali type of girl, infact I am a bitch. Pero never, I mean NEVER kong ginusto na may mangyari na ganun. Never kong ginustong may mapahamak o may mawalan ng buhay dahil sakin. 

"Justin's mom called me last night and sinabi nya sakin na nagpakamatay si Justin. *sobs* His mom brought his body sa U.S., dun sya ililibing kung saan lumaki talaga si Justin."