CHAPTER 9
I got out of the soothing bath and walked into my closet.
I found some pajama pants with penguins on them (don't laugh, penguins are adorable) and a tang top.
I changed quickly and crawled into bed. I couldn't stop thinking about that kiss I witnessed. Im so stupid for falling for Jacob. Didn't I really know deep down inside me that he would just hurt me like all the other boys? So stupid, stupid, stupid.
I was not going to cry anymore for him. He was no body to me. With that I fell asleep.
.Jacobs POV.
I came to my fathers library and knocked on the door.
"come in"
"father , it is true we are soul mates."
"oh! Bravo son! This is so great." He noticed I was not too happy.
"if this is so why do you look so glum?" He asked with a worried expression.
I looked at him with saddened eyes.
"I've done something very wrong. I kissed Missy and KC saw everything. She is heartbroken and hates me."
"well you better have a plan to make this right. I am very disappointed in you."
"I understand father but how? She wont even talk to me."
"you're a very clever boy, I'm sure you'll figure something out. Fix it and when you do come tell me, we have to make certain plans."
"yes father." And I walked out and came across Damien.
There was something about him, something I didn't recognize. He looked kind of sad and disappointed. I've never seen him like this before. Great he walking towards me, he his head down. When he finally reached me he was still staring down.
"what is it Damien? I really am not in the mood for you shenanigans."
He took a deep breath and looked at me. His hair was all messed up and his eyes had nothing but hurt in them.
"Listen, you get everything you want, you always have. All I ever wanted was what you had. I have always despised you because of this fact, and now you have this lovely little creature handed to you for your keeping. What do you do? You fuck it up-"he was still going to talk but I interrupted him.
" Oh for fuck sake, just shut up already with your jealousy. You think I don't know I fucked up?! I didn't want to hurt her. You knew I was going to fuck up. You were waiting on it. Now she hates me, the worse thing is really do love her and she wont even talk to me, or let me attempt to explain. All you care about is yourself, you don't care about her feeling-" I was going to keep telling him off but he picked me up by my collar and shoved me hard into the stone wall.
"You have no idea what the fuck your talking about!!" his face started softening and he looked down but not releasing his strong grip on me. "when I'm around her its weird, I actually want to be with her and be the one that makes her laugh, its not only to piss you off any more, its only to make her happy." He was almost saying it to himself trying to make sense of it. "than today when we saw you two kiss, I felt her heart break. I almost felt mine break because she was so hurt. I don't ever want to see her like that again." He looked up to me now, his face inches away, " you're the one she wants though, so make it better, I don't care what you have to do, but I swear on everything, if you hurt her again in any way I will take her from you without a second thought." Damien said and dropped me and walked off.
I was at lost for words. What the hell the happened. Could Damien actually be in love with Kay? If he was than too bad, she was mine, and I wasn't going to fuck up ever again. I got back to my room and took off my shoes and socks and lay on my bed. I shut my eyes thinking how the hell I can make this right. How the hell was I going to get her to talk to me and forgive me?
