CHAPTER 10
.JACOB'S POV.
One night she came into my room and she was broken down, I don't want to get into details but one thing led to another, and we had sex" oh no what have I done. "YOU GUYS HAD SEX?!! HOW MANY TIMES DID YOU FUCK HER?" I couldn't look at her I knew she was even more mad than before, how was I going to fix this one.
"Kay, it was only one time." I went to stroke her face but she pulled away, it felt like someone was playing hopscotch on my chest.
"Can I go now. I think you've said enough." She asked almost in a whisper.
"No, im not done." I couldn't just let her go, not when she's even more mad. "After THAT happened, it was weird, there was no feeling there, not like what your thinking, but we loved each other just not in that way, we agreed that we were just friends and that's it. A week later she left to live with some relatives, when she left I was alone, when my mother died, the only other person I was close to was Missy. When you saw us kissing today, it was nothing meant by it, I swear to you. She knew I love you with all my heart I was yours now, I didn't need her anymore, I had you. Of course that hurt her. So she asked for one last thing and it was a kiss. I know none of this makes it right, but I just needed you to know what exactly Missy means to me. She left, she wont be back." I looked up at her and she was just staring intently at the ground.
"say something please." I asked.
There was a long pause.
"I don't know what to tell you Jacob." She looked up at me than and she was still very heartbroken I can see. "It hurts. I don't even know really, and I fell in love with you, I trusted you instantly, that was a mistake and now I have to pay for it. I understand how much she means to you, but I can't forgive you. I just have to ask you something." She lifted my chin and stared into my eyes, and a tear fell down. Her faced looked confused.
"vampires can cry?" she asked.
"only a couple of times every now and than, its kind of like we have to save our tears, and when they do fall its only a few. Now was that your question?" I said trying to look down, I haven't cried since I saw my mother get murdered in front of my eyes. I didn't even cry when my dad would 'make me stronger' and that hurt really bad.
"no that wasn't it," she looked pained, " are we really soul mates or was that just something you said?"
I let out a little laugh she actually thinks I would lie about something like that?
"yes we are really soul mates. Destined to be or whatever." I said with out any emotion, I might as well give up and give her to Damien, he doesn't fuck up as much as me. I started thinking about ways maybe I can just ignore her and let her live happily.
"what does that mean? I mean my mother and your father said if we are, thing are going to happen."
"to be quiet honest I don't know. But I do know its something serious and something that I wont want to do unless you loved me, which you obviously don't. So just do yourself a favor and forget it and move on okay, ill deal with my father." She didn't respond, I got up and started walking away than said, "live your life Kay, I truly am sorry from the bottom of my dead hear to the stars." I got to the door and said "open sesame" and the door opened.
"DID WE DO IT?! DID YOU MAKE HER HAPPY?" a very excited Jessie jumped up and down, I just shook my head and patted his head "Come to my room at 4 and ill give you your psp okay? You did a good job." And I walked to my room with a broken heart.
>DAMIENS POV<
I had a vision of what my brother was planning. It seemed like a pretty good idea, especially the whole locking her in thing. She wouldn't be able to escape, but I also saw it fail.
I was laying in my bed staring and the ceiling trying to figure out what the hell was so special about this girl. Why did she make me feel like this? I just wanted to be with her and comfort her. But I know that wasn't such a great idea, she needed my ignorant brother. I saw it with my own eyes. Our world falling apart because he fucked up and made her hate him more than she does now. Im not quiet sure what he does but I know its huge.
Me having such strong feeling to make her happy I try to help her but she falls in love with me.
And that's what turns our world upside down. So you see I couldn't be with her, no matter how much I wanted to be.
I heard my brother slam his door and turn blast his radio playing 'rum to whiskey by murder city devils' (if you haven't heard it before, listen to it. I like it. Maybe you will.), o great he was in one of those depressive moods. I decided I had to go cheer him up some how, not because I care if he's happy, I just didn't want to deal with his music all night.
I walked to his room and his door was locked, "OPEN THE GODDAMN DOOR EMO KID!" I shouted.
"LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE DAMIEN, IM NOT GOING TO DEAL WITH YOU RIGHT NOW."
"ITS ABOUT KC! NOW OPEN!" I lied, I knew he would open the door than. I heard him turn off the radio and he opened the door. I walked into a rather pathetic scene. He was laying sitting on the floor staring at his hands and there was wholes in the walls. I looked at his hands and they were bleeding.
"Little brother I don't know if your aware but your hand are bleeding." I stated.
"what do you want Damien?" he said with no emotion.
I sighed and sat next to him on the floor.
"epic fail, I thought you were doing great till the whole sex thing came up."
"of course you saw it and not even warn me."
"what was I going to tell you Jacob? You wouldn't have lied to her." He knew I was telling the truth.
He looked at me and started laughing manically, "could you believe I cried?" he said acting a little crazy he was even tugging his hair.
"you cried? Wow, man, that didn't even win her over?"
"she hates me. I don't know what to do. She's my soul mate, I told her to live her life. But the truth is she wont be able to because were linked now. Father has some big plan and said things need to happen if we are soul mates. IM GOING TO DO SOMETHING STUPID REAL SOON IF SHIT DOESN'T WORK OUT I CAN FEEL IT DAMIEN."
"little brother I see the future remember? And I know it works out, well, kinda. I have two vision, they both take place In the future, one you guys are happy, have a kid and all the other, she hates your guts and she's with me, but you do something way bigger than just kiss a stupid girl, so don't worry this isn't going to be the end."
"jeez that makes me feel so much better."
"it should, shes going to eventually get over it. She has to don't you understand?!"
I was looking at him and I have never seen him like this. Ever!
He got up and took off his shirt, his back facing me I noticed he had scars on his back, very faint but I saw them. He stared at me like I wasn't suppose to see that and quickly put a new shirt on.
"Jacob where did you get those?" I asked. He gave me a look like he had no idea what I was talking about.
"get this shirt from? Ummm I don't know the store...jackass." He said like it was so obvious.
"NO YOU FUCKIN IDIOT! DON'T PLAY DUMB WITH ME! THOSE SCARS WHERE DID YOU GET THEM FROM?!" I had a feeling like I knew the truth. Deep down inside.
"Training." He simply said.
"training? Father did that to you?!"
"Its no big deal, he does it to make me stronger, immune to pain you know?"
"I cant believe he would do that!!! Fuck dad, listen there something you need to hear from good ol' daddy-o! Go ask him about your future. And why its so important KC loves you unconditionally." I walked out furious.
How can my father do that? That man had no limits!
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