Hidden Identity ~Larry AU~

Chapter Two

~Chapter Two~

The second time that Harry talked to the mystery person, he was reading another Ziall fanfiction called 'Hungry' which was amazing, though featuring infidelity. Probably on 'Silent Mind's level. But as the new message icon popped up on screen, Harry checked it way faster than he'd like to admit.

JustEndItAlready: hello again.

Harry smiled as the message appeared on his screen. He had been waiting for the other user to contact him. He would have said something first, but Harry liked to not act thirsty, so he resisted. It had been four days since they had talked, he wanted to make sure the other person wasn't, like, dead or something.

HelloMuffins: Hey! How's it going?

JustEndItAlready: aight i guess. it's been better but it's been worse. how are u? 

HelloMuffins: I'm good. There's a rumor about TSR dropping a surprise album so I'm a little excited. Any exciting news on your end? 

JustEndItAlready: lol. nothing much, just my three "best friends" decided that they would try and "help" me and tried to make me go see a therapist. it was hell. i understand they're trying to help, but they don't understand that they're making it worse.

HelloMuffins: :( I'm sorry, that sucks. But I guess that shows how much they truly care about you, if they won't give up on you? 

JustEndItAlready: i suppose. at first, i always just wanted someone to know. To try and help me. But now i just wish i could go back to suffering in silence. it's easier to waste away i think. 

Harry bit his lip. He decided talking to JustEndItAlready and listening to one of TSR's most emotional songs, Can I Help You?, was not a good mix for his over emotional personality. Harry's mother, Anne, always said that her son was "quite a trip." Harry had come to see this expression as "someone who is a little much a little too much of the time." 

HelloMuffins: Hey, L, you didn't tell me, what are you diagnosed with? Sorry, you don't have to answer if you don't wanna, just curious.

JustEndItAlready:  depression and anxiety. i self harm...a lot. i usually cut on my hips, because I don't have to show those to anyone. sorry if thats triggering or smth.

HelloMuffins: I know how that feels...it makes you feel less lonely, doesn't it? It makes you feel like, 'well, this blade will always here for me'...

Hello Muffins: Sorry didn't mean to make it about me, just trying to relate I guess. You're not alone. 

When Anne had found out that Harry had started to cut, she drove him straight the hospital. It was terrifying, that night. Harry'll never forget the nurses who smiled sympathetically and the wing of the hospital that tried too hard to make teenagers smile. He'll remember the clattering noise of pills. But mostly, he'll remember feeling better. 

JustEndItAlready: ...yeah. It really does. how did you find help?

HelloMuffins: I listen to music a lot. I also like writing. I was hospitalized which was hell during but made a huge change after. But that might not help you...who really knows. Depression is fluid in a way, different for everyone. You basically need a new outlet. I channel my anger and frustration and sadness into writing, but like I said, that might not work for you. Coping is different for everyone

JustEndItAlready: i've been trying to find something, but I haven't has any success so far. but lets go on a more positive note. i can see you really like The Sun Rises...

HelloMuffins: Yeah! They help me tune out a lot. Music was always a huge passion for me, and it helps me to cope, when I can't deal with reality, music helps me get away for a little while. But TSR in particular is great for me.

JustEndItAlready: that makes sense, my best mates say that i should try it. but the sun rises, why do you like them? any particular reason?

HelloMuffins: I dunno really. The people I guess? I think the Ziall is the cutest thing ever. And Louis is a sex god. Like, I think he caused my sexual awakening. And Liam just seems like a generally nice person that you'd want to be friends with. Nothing is wrong with liking four sexy boys who can sing tbh. 

JustEndItAlready: you think Louis is sexy?

HelloMuffins: Yeah! He look so perfect, its amazing. I'd love to date him. But I think he ever did ask me out, I would die of the pure excitement and he'd have to get some other person to date, lol. But I don't think he's gay, unfortunately for me. Plus the added fact that I'm just a fan boy, so yeah... keep that fanboy struggle real. 

JustEndItAlready: lol. i suppose he does look alright. but i agree, ziall is adorable! niall is so innocent and zayn is so...'I-don't-give-a-fuck' like lmao

Harry smiles, face lighting up as his favorite topic came into light. He and L continued the Ziall route with eventually splashed on to favorite songs and hobbies as well as parents and basically anything and everything. Harry connected with L so easily, it was weird, but nice. Like one of the instant connections he'd only read about in ziall fancfiction. 

JustEndItAlready: i have to go now, but it was nice to talk to you...you really helped me, even if you weren't trying to. thanks...i'll talk to you later! this sounds cheesy but i've never really had someone i can just talk about nothing with. 

HelloMuffins: I was going to say the same thing. Further proof to my point that you're not as bad as you think you are. I'll talk to you later :) 

He debated the smily face, wanting to come across friendly but not creepy. Then it was sent. Harry sighed happily, feeling some sort of relief that he had been able to help someone, even without meaning too.

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Sorry this is so short! Got home from school early and decided to write! Hope you enjoyed~ :) Comment, follow, and vote pretty please! (edit 11.29.15: 'Hungry' is by WouldntLast_1Day btw) 

-SkinnyPlease