Hidden Identity ~Larry AU~

Chapter Eleven

~Chapter Eleven ~



"Harry? HARRY!"

Harry jolted out of thoughts, "Sorry," He muttered to Kate, who had been calling his attention

"Why are you always fidgeting with that bracelet of yours? What meaning does it hold?", Emily piped up from the other side of the table

Harry and the girls were now pretty good friends, he sat with them at lunch regularly and they made him smile. But Harry couldn't take off or stop fidgeting with the bracelet that Anne had given him last week. The bracelet was hand made by Anne herself, it was a beaded bracelet that had the word 'LARRY' imprinted on it, with strands of crystal blue and green beads on it. Anne had told Harry that 'Larry' was Louis and his name combined, so when he read it, he would get it, but no one else would. And the green and blue were meant to symbolize their eye colors. Harry had hugged her and tied it on his wrist.

"It's...its a symbol of something very important to me," Harry said, biting his lip

McKalia rolled her eyes, "Boy, we know that you've been missing someone, we can see it those big, green eyes of yours!" She said sassily.

"Yeah, dude, spill it already!" Olivia said with a grin, her hazel eyes sparkling

"Guys...its a long story," Harry said uneasily

"We have time," Ninna said with a wink, resting her elbows on the lunch table

"Harry, we're not stupid! We can tell that you're going through some sort of heartbreak, sometimes, it helps to talk about it," Kate said, resting a hand on Harry's shoulder

"I-" Harry was cut off by the bell, which signaled then end of the lunch period, "Sorry, guys, we all have classes to get to!" Harry said, gathering his stuff

The girls grumbled but still got their stuff and started to walk to class. Ninna remained behind.

"Look, Harry, we're not going to judge you, whatever it is that is bothering you, okay? Me and the girls, we think your pretty cool, Harry. We just want you to be happy, and we'll support you however you need us too, okay?" Ninna said with a smile

Then she walked away, her blonde hair swishing as she ran to catch up with the girls. Harry stood there for a second, a small smile on his face as he replayed Ninna's words in his head. Then he walked to class, twisting the bracelet with every step.

~

"What about this one, babe?" Louis said sweetly to Maya

They were in public, with cameras and cell phone videos being taken to fuel the fandom onto 'Louya'.

"I dunno, Lou!" Maya said with a giggle, "Um, could we get the pink one, pretty please?" she said after a pause

Even though Louis had to act like he was in love with her, he liked with him and Maya when were surrounded by cameras, she brought out a brighter side of her, one that was less bratty. And Louis liked not having to hear her constant complaints and whiny voice when she didn't get something she wanted.

"Of 'course! C'mon, lets buy it and get back to the hotel, I have a concert tonight!" Louis said with a grin he hoped didn't look too fake.

Maya just grabbed his hand and interlocked their fingers as they made their way to the cashier. The lady behind the cash register smiled at them as Louis handed over his credit card to pay for the new shirt that Maya wanted. She handed the card back with a bag containing the shirt and with that, Louis and Maya left the store.

They pushed through the paparazzi with large smiles and a couple of waves to the fans. Then they were comfortably seated in Louis limo and heading back to the hotel.

"Ugh, that lady in the store was a total bitch!" Maya whined, kicking her heels off and onto the floor of the car.

Louis furrowed his eyebrows together, "I don't think so, love," He said, his fake smile dropping and his happy tone dropping down to a duller one

Maya pursed her lips and Louis unlocked their fingers and placed his hands in his lap with a sigh.

"She just thought she was better then me," Maya muttered

Louis rolled his eyes but remained quiet, knowing of he argued, she'd just get mad and then sigh and then kiss him and say she was sorry. It was a process that had happened a couple of times, but Louis did not want to repeat. Maya gave him this hatred deep in his heart the was like a stab in the gut every time he saw her. Maya's kisses were okay, but they were nothing like Harry's kisses. Maya's were cold and bearable at best.

But Harry's kisses...they lighten Louis's world, they gave Louis a warmth in his stomach. Harry's kiss left him breathless, with Harry's kisses, Louis felt empowered, ready to do anything. When Louis kissed Harry, it was like they were the only two people left in the world, everything faded away to darkness except them. And it was beautiful. And Louis wanted to do it again and again. But he couldn't.

~

"You're beautiful, Niall," Zayn whispered in Niall's ear as they sang Beauty which was a new song off their album. Liam was in the middle of his solo and Louis was rocking back and forth to the slow tempo of the song. Niall looked up at Zayn with a sweetest smile that Zayn had ever seen. And oh how Zayn wanted to kiss Niall at that moment. He wish he could, but Zayn just pulled away with a sad smile and looked back at the crowd of screaming fans.

Beauty,

What is it?

Is it something I can find in your eyes?

Something I can hear with your heartbeat as we sway?

Is beauty something I can see?

Or it something we must find?

Louis sang slowly as fans sang along. Louis fidgeted with his bracelet, as he did often. As far as Zayn new, Louis had received it in the mail from someone, who Louis's wouldn't tell the name of, along with a note from the same person. The bracelet was thin, and made of beads. The word 'STRONG' was bead on and strings of blue and green beads covered the rest of it. Louis didn't give any information on it, he simply told the band were it was from. But he wouldn't take it off and kept twisting it on his wrist, and when he did, he would look of into the distance like there was something their to see. But, Louis was the only one who could see it, to the rest of the world, what he saw, remained a mystery.

Beauty!

What is it?

Where can I find it?

Zayn sang along with the rest of the band on the chorus, and then the song came to an end. The fans erupted into applause and cheered.

"Its been a pleasure sing to all you lovely people!" Liam said with a smile

"But, I'm afraid, it must all come to an end," Louis said with a pout.

They all were slowly making their way to the center of the stage. The fans 'booed' and some yelled 'please, stay!'

"Sorry, folks, but we should go, its late, you know!" Niall says playfully, winking,

"But remember, guys..." Zayn said as the band joined at the center of the stage and linked hands

"THE SUN RISES!" They all shouted at the same time before the lights shut off and they made their way off stage through the darkness. Once TSR were all off, the hall lights hit them and all of them cringed.

"God, that crowd was loud," Liam muttered

"Isn't every crowd we preform for, though?" Niall said with a smirk, playfully hitting Liam on the shoulder

"Its worse when you have a headache," Liam said, shoving Niall into Zayn

"Sorry for dropping in," Niall said, smiling up at Zayn

"Not a problem," Zayn said, leaning down to peck Niall on the lips.

Liam rolled his eyes, making a gagging noise. Louis however, had gotten rather quiet and we just looking off into the distance, twisting his bracelet.

Niall placed a hand on Lou's shoulder, bring him back to reality, "What do you see, Lou? What are you focusing on when you leave us mentally?" Niall asked Louis, which a squeeze

"Harry," Louis says quietly before brushing Niall's hand off and walking back to his changing room.

Liam shakes his head, "Maya is a right bitch," He says

"What do you think is so important about that bracelet?" Zayn asks

Niall shrugs, "Maybe its from Harry and he's telling Louis to be strong for him," Niall says, staring at Louis's closed door

"I guess, possibly, if it is, I just hope Maya just doesn't find out," Zayn said, wrapping his arms around Niall's waist as he rested his head on Niall's shoulder

~

"Hey, honey," Anne said, pressing a gentle kiss to Harry's forehead as he sat down at the kitchen table.

"Hey, mum," Harry muttered, kissing her cheek

"I'm sorry, baby." Anne said

Harry nodded before walking upstairs to his room. Harry flipped on his computer and didn't even bother to open to Wattpad. He hadn't been on in weeks. He instead just opened to Tumblr and searched 'Louya' in the search bar. And so many pictures came up. And Harry tried to hold back his tears, he really did. But he couldn't as he started scrolling and tears just flowed. And the sad part was Harry did this everyday, it was a addiction. And for Harry it was worst then anything else, because these pictures gave him mental scars. They hurt him until his chest ached and he was to dehydrated to cry anymore. These mental scars were forever implanted in Harry's mind, making it hard for him to think of anything else. And it was an addiction, a horrible addiction that Harry couldn't seem to stop.

He saw her smile and they way his eyes were missing that light they had when Harry and Louis were together. But Harry still felt horrible, because Louis wasn't his. Louis was the media's, the fans, a slave to society. Just like Niall and Zayn. They all had to do things that they hated, and it probably killed them inside a little bit, just like it had killed Harry inside a little bit. And Harry missed Louis more then anything.

~

"OMG YOUR ZAYN AND LIAM!!!" The fan screamed

Zayn and Liam slipped on smiles and approached her, "Yes, hi, love, what's your name?"

"I'm Danielle!" She said happily, handing them a paper for their signatures.

Danielle had a guitar strapped to her back. She had large brown eyes that seemed to twinkle with excitement and ombre hair that fell just about to her rib cage.

Then another girl rounded the corner and practically screamed as well, but she clamped a hand over her mouth as she ran next to Danielle.

"OMG! I'm Ilania! I sing and Danielle plays backup guitar! Could, you like, listen to us for a little bit?" lliana said excitedly, jumping up and down a bit.

Ilaina had black hair and really dark eyes, but a huge smile that lit up her face as she beamed at the two band members

Liam shrugged, "I guess," He said

Zayn gave a smile, glancing back to where Niall was, hoping his Nialler was okay, "He'll be fine," Liam whispered as the girls started to perform.

Danielle strummed a couple chords on her guitar and hummed a bit as Iliana started to sing

I used to bite my tongue and hold my breath
Scared to rock the boat and make a mess
So I sat quietly, agreed politely
I guess that I forgot I had a choice
I let you push me past the breaking point
I stood for nothing, so I fell for everything

Iliana belted out, her voice wavering a little, but quite nice. Danielle smiled at the end and both girls took a bow when the song was over. Iliana was sweating a bit with nerves, but she smiled widely at the two boys.

"You're going to get somewhere with a voice like that! And mad guitar skills!" Liam said

"Here's our managers number, give him a ring sometime and tell him that Zayn sent you. I'll see you on TV next time." Zayn said with a smirk

The two girls blushed, grabbed the business card, and squealed before they hugged the two boys and then ran off into the night.

"Those were some pretty talented girls," Zayn said once they were out of ear shot

Liam smiled and said, "Yep. Now, shall we go find Niall, so you can stop worrying about your soulmate?" Zayn blushed, but nodded before the two headed back to the backstage area.

~

Harry twisted his bracelet as he talked to the poster he had of Louis that was hanging on the ceiling right above his bed.

"Hey, Lou. How was your day?" Harry said

Of course, the poster didn't respond.

"Well, I hope it went okay. I saw those pictures of you and Maya that were on Tumblr today. I really miss you Lou. I miss talking to you when I'm cooking and laughing for no reason. I miss you for the good moments we had. And I hope you know that Lou. I really want you back. But I dunno when that will happen, if it will. For all I know, you could fall in love with Maya. I-...I really need you back, Louis," Harry said, a tear trailing down his cheek and landing on his pillow.



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Songs:

- Roar by Katy Perry

-Beauty by Me (Lol, its not that good, sorry)

@Ilylliana is Iliana

@DanielleRyannX0 is Danielle

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