Chapter 9.1: I'm indecisive

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Hey guys, so I decided to update today and also on Monday. Just to let you know this chapter is almost entirely the thoughts in Mimi's head there won't really be any dialogue until the end, but I hope you enjoy anyway. Make sure to vote and comment so I know your thoughts
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Mimi's point of view:

So I was getting my thing on with Alexa , the girl of my dreams , but she stopped to ask me question I DO NOT want to answer. She asked if I was a virgin. I'm not sure if I should tell her. What if I tell her the truth and she hates me?

The truth may destroy whatever relationship we are trying to start here. Does she want me to be a virgin? Or does she want me to have some experience? I can't answer this question! I wish I knew what she wanted me to say. If I knew what she wanted me to say then I would just tell her what she wants to hear. But then again I don't think I should lie to her.

Wait, if she's asking me if I'm a virgin does that mean she's not one? What if she is one? I'm not sure if I'm comfortable with being her first. Its not that I don't think I'm not good enough for her , but I would imagine that everyone who takes someone else's cherries are kind of wierded out. I also need to think about something else.

If she's not a virgin, does that mean she's been with other girls or guys? And if she was who are these people? I didn't even ask if she was with another person. I am. I told her I was going to break up with Justin ,but I'm not sure if I can do it.

My mind is going at 100 miles per hour. Yet she's still waiting for an answer and I still haven't given her one.I probably just look like in staring into space like an idiot.

"Um...hello", she says slightly annoyed. I still haven't came up with an answer yet what should I tell her? I think the best thing to do is tell her the truth, but I'm not going to do that I'm going to lie so that way if she doesn't like the answer I can just say I'm kidding and then tell her the truth. Then again she may get mad. I'm really upset she asked me this question!

Well since I have to answer her might as well tell her now.

"No I'm not a virgin", I say and with that I decided to lie. Well not really. Its kind of a lie but not really. Ughhhh, its a long story.

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