The next morning I was freezing me and Sam had forgotten that it was winter. It was so weird to think that yesterday I was a virgin and now I'm not! I love Sam and he loves me nothing could go wrong... Right? Sam and I stayed in our sleeping bags wrapped around each other trying to keep warm until he suggested we go inside I agreed quickly. We rushed up stairs to his room quietly so that we wouldn't wake his parents up. They where asleep still on the main floor luckily Sams bedroom is on the top floor. I jumped into his bed and wrapped myself in the warm sheets Sam came over and we snuggled for a good half an hour talking about random shit. I decided to take a shower while he made breakfast for the two of us. When I got out I realized I hadn't brought any clothes to wear for the day so I threw on one of his t shirts it was way to big for me but it was soft and it smelt like him I put my thong back on and walked down stairs. My hair was still swayed back and forth while I walked down stairs getting the shirt wet aswell. His parents where still asleep they had been out last night late. Sam was making pancakes it smelt so good. I wrapped my arms around his waist and kissed his neck "I hope you like blue berries in your pancakes" he said "of course I like blueberries in my pancakes. Who do you think I am?" I replied we both laughed. "So today I thought that maybe we could chill here and watch a movie or something it's raining out now" "I'd like that but could you drive me home so I can get some clothes" I asked "what do you mean you have a whole pile of clothes that you've left here over time just wear those" "oh yeah I forgot about those where did you put them?" "There all in the closet" "ok I'll be right back I'm just going to go put some pants on "k" "k" he replied and as I walked out he smacked my butt. When I got upstairs I looked in the closet and sure enough there was a pile of clothes that I had left I put on my brandy shorts and walked out into the room just as Sams phone went off, I looked at it and I was a message from some girl named Kiki saying "thanks or Saturday I had an amazing time" with a heart emoji "What the fuck" I said aloud and ran downstairs tears in my eyes as I walked into the kitchen Sam said "babe I made your pancakes hearts bec..." I had cut him off "who the fuck is Kiki" "what are you talking about" "who is she Sam don't lie to me" "she's just this girl I know" "then why is she thanking you for last Saturday you said you went to a party last Saturday!" I was fully crying now "Becca she's just a friend she was at the party too" "why is she sending you heart emojis then" "Becca I'm sorry I was really drunk it was a mistake" "a mistake what did you sleep with her?" "Becca I'm so so sorry it was a mistake I didn't mean to" "you didn't mean to stick your penis into her vagina" "babe" "don't babe me ass hole I see how it is you just go from one girl to the next don't you. Don't talk, I gave you my virginity last night I trusted you and you just betrayed my trust. I can't believe you ! I don't even know who you are any more" I ran out of the room and out of the house Sam followed me out "Becca wait stop" he grabbed my arm I yanked it away I stared straight into his eyes I was so mad and confused and sad and I didn't know what to do "Rebecca I'm so sorry I don't like her she's just a friend and I don't even talk to her any more it was a huge mistake and I wish I could take bak that night and not do what I did" "but you can't Sam and it doesn't matter how sorry you are I can't forgive you I can't trust you I need to go don't call me" "Becca" I stormed away down the street in the poring rain it was cold but I couldn't go back I couldn't give in. I could hear sam crying behind me as I walked. I didn't care I needed to go.
