I got home an hour later I had taken the long way I was freezing. I had cried the whole way home my eyes hurt I didn't have to worry about any one being home I knew no one was. I climbed up the stairs to my bed roomed and locked myself in there I cried and cried and cried. I hadn't left my room for the whole weekend and I still hadn't called grace to tell her but I'm sure Sam had. Sam had been texting and calling all weekend I had 50 voicemails and 100 texts they all sounded the same "I'm sorry I didn't mean to blah blah blah" it was so annoying I don't understand why he would do something so stupid and not tell me right away or even do it in the first place. I didn't go to school Monday I was still heart broken grace came over to my house to see what was up. "Hey why weren't u at school today?" "Didn't Sam tell you?" I asked sadly "no he said that I would be best if you told me. Did you guys have sex or something?" " yeah we had sex and then I found out he cheated on me" " what" gasped grace "that can't be true Sam would never do that!!" "But he did" I started to cry again Grace came and cuddled with me. We ate ice cream and watched movies I ordered a pizza for the two of us we ate that aswell. Grace left at around 11 she wanted to stay the night but my mom said it would be best if she went home. That night I thought about everything I needed to get over Sam i had only ever really had him as a boyfriend I needed to meet other people. I loved grace but I needed some more friends just because I was popular didn't mean that I had a lot of close friends. Tuesday morning I got up showered did my makeup and hair threw on a pair of legging a courter zip and my uggs. When I arrived at school Sam of course was waiting at my parking spot. Shit. I got out of the car and started walking to my locker. Sam ran over to me and grabbed my arm "Becca I'm so sorry please let me speak" I yanked my arm away "look I don't want your stupid apologie I just want a reason why you did it. Am I not good enough for you? Did I make you wait to long to have sex? Explain to me Sam why you ever thought that it was OK to cheat on me!?" I said aggressively "Becca I didn't want to I was really drunk and so was she I tried to stop but she wouldn't let me..." "you tried to stop excuse me you TRIED to stop but you didn't did you, you stuck your micropenise into her vagina you did" I interrupted "Becca I said I was sorry i was super drunk I didn't know what I was doing until it was to late I wish I could change the past but I can't. I blocked Kiki on all social media I haven't talked to her since the party. She means nothing to me and Becca you mean the world to me I don't want to lose you" he had started to cry. I wanted to burst out and cry aswell and kiss him and tell him that it was ok but I couldn't do that what he did to me was unforgivable. "I'm sorry Sam but you already lost me" i walked away leaving Sam crying in the parking lot.
