Love And Pain

Well I can't sleep so I decided to let you know some more... I will probably wright ALOT because I have so much free time which means not a lot of waiting((: so that's good right? But u guys gotta pitch in and maybe give me some ideas^.^

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Me and my dad walked through the door to our house... Well he basically pushed me through the door I didn't walk through... As soon as I hit the floor I stood up and looked him straight in the eye "why do you do this? What did I ever do to deserve the things you do to me?" I was ready to burst out crying but I knew better... "Because your filthy, your a whore, and I never wanted you.. You killed your mother! It was you!! My father yelled at me the words "you killed your mother" boomed through my head making me sick and dizzy. I didn't dare cry or move a muscle though, if I did I knew it would make things worse...

"Your worthless!" One blow to my stomach , I held my ground though "your a whore!" Another to my stomach, this time letting my self fall to the hard ground.. "I never wanted you! Nobody loves you! When will you learn!?" One last really hard kick to my ribs, I cried out in pain, tears streaming my face "I love you" I heard myself say... It was true I did love him even though he did this to me, don't get me wrong my love was fading but it was still there somewhat and I thought maybe if I told him he'd stop... "Stop crying and get up!" His voice boomed through my head giving me a worse head ache.. He pulled me close to him by my hair and whispered "Nathaniel might wanna watch out.. Ill let him know what a whore you are" he smirked and walked off.

I awoke the next morning on the floor in front of the front door, I must have passed out.. What time was it anyways? I looked at the clock "oh crap!" I got up wincing as I half walked half jogged to the bathroom, started the water and grabbed a towel, I jumped in and the hot water felt so good on my aching back, I washed off and as soon as I was done I wrapped a towel around my body and one around my hair.

I walked out of my room and into the hall looking into the body length mirror that stood in front of me... I hated what I saw. A fragile girl with dark circles beneath her eyes, in jeans, a sweat shirt over a tank top, long curly blond hair, sad blue eyes and to top it off I wore my converse that my dad had got me before he went mad. I looked pathetic, I ran to the bathroom grabbed my makeup and started working on making my face look less... Uhm ugly I guess.

"Summer!" I heard my dad yell as I finished.. I walked into the kitchen where he was he handed me the phone.. What I heard come out of Nathaniel's mouth made me start bawling, that's when I looked at my dad with pure hatred.......

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