Contrast~ A Conor & Jack Maynard Fanfiction

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Conor has been staying with me. He doesn't want to stay at his flat. He literally packed a bag and now has clothes here. I don't mind it though. The only thing I do mind is him and Jack not talking at all. Jack and I are still on good terms and I want to be friends with him but I love Conor. I don't want to get involved but at some point I just might. I might also get Caspar, Joe and Oli to help me. Conor is acting fine but I also think that he isn't. He's keeping in his anger and is trying to make things seem ok. He does cook sometimes. He'll buy take away. He's been dropping me off and picking me up from work. I don't mind that but it's been four days and it's now Friday afternoon and I just got home from work. I'm just worried about him.
"Hey Liz, you know that talk I wanted to have with you a few days ago?" Conor brought me a cup of tea.
"You want to have it now don't you?"
"Is that alright?" He sat down next to me.
"Yeah it's fine. Go ahead." I smiled then took a sip of tea.
"Um, ever since we became public I feel like things have been going fast. As in we became public then next thing I know is we have sex and say 'I love you' but I just want to make sure that you aren't changing or are wanting to make this relationship go fast."
"Conor, I'm fine. I'm still me. It's just you-"
"What did I do?" He cut me off in concern.
"You helped me. I was hiding behind a rock for so long. I just think that after being public, it helped me as we went to the premiere. I- I- hmm... how do I word this? Um, oh, I'm finally growing up. Yeah I have a job and I'm in my twenties and living alone but doesn't mean I was growing up. But I finally am. I was this small, insecure girl that didn't know how to do that. I really think that you getting me to go to that premiere helped me open up and grow up. Conor, I'm thanking you. I really don't think we are going to fast though." I smiled.
"Ok good. I was just worried that we were."
"Also, you are the one that has somewhat moved into my place." I chuckled. I took a sip of my tea then set it down on the table.
"Hey, you know why though."
"Conor, you need to grow up and just be able to go back. Look at me. I love you, not him. But he's your brother. Brother's fight but they soon enough forgive each other. One of you has to be more mature than the other and try to talk it out and maybe apologize. Yeah I know what you're gonna say, he has to apologize. But you almost kicked him out. From what I heard, both of you had some bad behavior. Be the more mature one Conor. You are in fact the older one."
"I know. I'll do it this weekend."
"Thank you." I gave him a kiss.

I smiled at him. He then started to kiss me and he pulled me closer. He slowly started to lay me down as he came over me. I stopped kissing him.
"You're lucky it's a Friday." I smiled and he chuckled and kissed me more.

He wrapped his arm around my back and pulled me up closer to him. I crinkled up his shirt and started to pull it off. He stopped kissing me and let me take his shirt off.
"Wait, why do we spend so much time only making out when we could do the same thing with our clothes off, in the bedroom, with me in you, and we could be kissing." He looks at me confused but he has a smirk.
"So you're pretty much saying we should just get right into it?"
"Yeah." He smiled.
"Alright." I smiled back.
"Ok, come on." He gave me a kiss then got up and started to go to my room. I pulled my top off. I stood up then pulled my black jeans off. Conor walked out of my room, with a condom in his hand, once he realized I wasn't following him. He was only wearing his boxers and was confused.
"How 'bout we just stay right here?" I smiled.

He grinned then walked over to me. He started to kiss me as I sank down into the sofa. His kisses then trailed down. He slid my underwear off. Conor started to set gentle kisses around my clitorus. Then he let his tongue play rapidly around my clitorus as my insides started to tighten. His hand slid under to my back and unclipped my bra. I made him stop as I pushed his head back a bit. I went down and dropped his boxers. I took a hold of his penis and practically started to gag myself on it. I went back and laid back down on the sofa. Conor put the condom on and leaned over me.
"Just remember, if it hurts just tell me. I don't want to hurt you." He told me.
"I know." I smiled.

I started to kiss him as he found my entrance and went inside. I thought that the second time would be less painful but it still hurts a bit. How am I not to complain though? He's big. Since he's thrusting into me, it is getting better because I am not as tight. I'm really enjoying it now. As we were kissing I let out several moans. He started to progressively thrust faster. Oh fuck, it feels so good. Conor stopped then took me down to the floor. We went side-by-side. He put his dick back into me. He body was pressed against my back. One of his arms was wrapped around my torso. He started to kiss my neck gently as he thrusted a bit faster. His hand that was around my torso went down and started to play around my clitorus with his fingers. My insides got tightened and almost seemed like they had their own heartbeat. He started to roughly kiss me on my lower neck. He pulled out then went on top of me as I was on my back. He went back inside and started to thrust. We continued to kiss as I ran my fingers through his hair. It's so soft. I pulled his head down as I roughly started to kiss him on his neck. He lifted his head back up and kissed me on the lips a few more times until he got me to sit up without him pulling out. But we just stayed there kissing. When he did pull out I knew he was done. We kissed a few more times before I broke our kiss and pushed him to the ground. I stayed over him but my head was at his penis where I took the condom off and started to suck on his penis. He pulled my bum down and had his tongue play around my clitorus. I started to gag a bit but I pulled my head up and had my tongue swirl around his tip. I went and bobbed my head a few more times as I then tasted something salty in my mouth. He is cumming. I continued to keep my motion but slower. I didn't mean to do it but I swallowed. Never would I ever think about that but I did it. I lifted my head up as I couldn't take him anymore.

Ever since we first had sex I've been taking birth control pills because I'm a very cautious person. I also get anxiety if I don't get my period on time. But after our first time I got my period two days after. I am glad that I'm not that shy anymore. I feel a bit more confident. I really do have to thank Conor though. He did help me. The truth is though, I don't know if we are going too fast or not. I've never been in a relationship so I wouldn't know. I think we are fine because Conor
seems ok. How would I know though? This is my first real relationship.

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Sorry for taking so long. I've been very busy but the chapter is finally up! I really hope you guys are enjoying my book! Conor recently hit 2 million subscribers on YouTube and I'm so proud of him. Let me know your ideas for what should come in the comments! Thank you and love you all!