Living For Someone

chapter 10: broken but waiting

I pretty much cried myself to sleep that night. The next couple of days didn't go so smoothly either. I hid from my friend the fact that I was heartbroken and I also didn't eat . Everything seemed so dull.Before my world that I knew was in color. But now all I saw was black and white. It has been 4 days since I had my last meal. All I've had was water and the morning orange and apple juice. I fell asleep in class more where my friends were not in.when i got home to find the last words she told me"Well you see I don't want to keep you waiting cause I'll feel bad so I think we should end it right here." Then later after that I looked at the words that said ,"so for now let's be friends til then". My eyes began to water up and I went back to curling up in a ball in bed listening to sad music and waited for the day to end. The next day I ate an apple and banana with some water. I felt numb and wish I could at least smile from how sweet the apple was. I decided not to tell my friends that me and Ava broke up i still don't know why I guess it was hard for me to say it and most of me still want to be with her. I tried to lighten up a bit hoping things would change. Then my phone vibrated. I found a message from an old friend of mine in Chicago that I met through social media. "Heyy there long time no see" said Madison. Well Madison other wise known as madi is this awesome 20 year old college girl I met at this app called saiku. Saiku was like Facebook but to anime lovers instead. It turned out me and her liked the same anime and we just went all out on talking about it. We've been friends since august and still are. She's more like a sister to me. "Hey there dork" I replied . "so how you've been ?"she asked.I thought to myself well she doesn't know her and she is like 1000 miles away from me so why not tell her the truth. "Well to be honest pretty awful.."I replied. "Aww why?"said madi. I explained to her what had happen so it made her feel sorry for me. She then said,"you know what if you really want to stay with this girl then don't give up keep loving and supporting her and I promise you that it will be worth it at the end of all this." I then smiled like a fool."but remember to keep living your life remember to work as hard as she is ." said mad I. "Okay I will thank you madi it means a lot.