Today I took my three kittens to an animal shelter so they could be adopted, it was hard for me to do this. I should have kept them, I do live on a ranch but the thing was.. I wanted a better home for them. A home so they could be spoiled for the rest of their lives and unconditional love. I am now currently crying my heart out because I miss them so much, I didn't even tell my husband I took them. I feel like I did a very shitty thing and I apologized for not talking to him about it, now I regret everything. It's now 2:36 AM and I set my alarm for 9:00AM so I can try and get them back. I'm willing to pay the adoption fee , I love them so much and I miss them. My heart feels like it's breaking apart I have feeling of guilt and regret. I feel that if I take me back they won't be as spoiled as they deserve, I'm being so selfish.. I can't sleep.
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WEAK SOUL
No FicciónEmotionally weak, my heart can't take certain thing and I don't know how to deal with them. I cry about it but doing so will do nothing.. So I type it out. I hope I can become stronger and not cry at every little thing. But don't call me a crybaby...
