YuZhou Fan Fics

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Jingyu and Zhouzhou are still busy kissing each other on the couch. It's been almost half an hour already. They only took a break when they need to breathe some air into their lungs. To get strength for another round. Both of them don't really have any real experience between men. It's only thanks to the novel and the filming of Addicted that they roughly get the idea.

They let their lust guide them. Zhouzhou kisses Jingyu's neck by reflect. He always has this fantasy. For him, kissing someone else's neck is really sexy. It's intimate, sweet but at the same time sexy. It's easy to slip from kissing the person's lip and moving on to the person's neck. Without much effort.

Zhouzhou tighten his hug around Jingyu's neck at the same time he enjoys kissing and a little biting that neck. Jingyu doesn't really mind. He's proud that Zhouzhou wants him that badly. He let Zhouzhou plays around with his neck while he tries to explore Zhouzhou's body.

Those pair of hands already explored Zhouzhou's body before. But not as intimate as tonight's feeling. Back then Jingyu also found the body in front of him sexy. He sometimes got turn on while filming. But tonight, it's really intimate because their heart also belong together. Not just about their body against each other.

Tonight, without another pairs of eyes and camera's lenses around, they could really focus all of their attention and go with the flow. They don't need to think about anything else. They could do everything they want without holding themselves back. There will be no one who says "cut" while they are into it. Or so they thought.

Zhouzhou's lip is searching for Jingyu's lip again. The kissing is really intoxicating and they couldn't stop themselves.

Suddenly, with his experience as Gu Hai, Jingyu start touching Zhouzhou's butt that's sitting on top of his lap. This action startled Zhouzhou and he pushes himself away from Jingyu's body. He almost fall on his back if it's not because Jingyu's fast reaction.

Jingyu looks confused and hurt since he thought Zhouzhou will want the same thing as him. Are they moving too fast?

"W-w-wait," Zhouzhou's stuttering. He takes a deep breath to calm himself.

"What will you do?" he asks when he's calm down.

"You knew exactly what I would do. Isn't that why you back off?"

Zhouzhou gets away from Jingyu's arms and sits beside him. "Listen here. I'm not Bai Luo Yin."

"What the hell are you talking about all of a sudden?"

"I'm telling you I'm not Bai Luo Yin. Here. This. Us," Zhouzhou tries to use his hand's movement to explain. "I know Gu Hai tops Bai Luo Yin. But we..." he can't find any word to continue.

Jingyu understands what Zhouzhou is telling him but it doesn't mean he agrees just like that. "You want to top me?"

"W-why not? Just because you're stronger and have those jiu jitsu's movement, it doesn't mean you've got to be the top."

Jingyu bits his lower lips and cover his mouth with his palm. Still can't believe what just happen. Well, it's true that because he played Gu Hai, he naturally thought he'll be the top. All of this time, he's got to top Zhouzhou while he's playing Bai Luo Yin. He can't think there's something wrong with continuing their role.

He knew for fact that Zhouzhou's character is not Bai Luo Yin's. But he never thought Zhouzhou will be against it this much. And wants to top him as well.

"Wah, are you serious?"

Zhouzhou nods strongly.

"And you expect me to agree with you?"

Zhozhou nods again. Stronger.

"Let's just talk it out first," Jingyu doesn't want this thing to be the reason for their break up. But it's not like he wants to let Zhouzhou tops him.

"Fine, let's forget about me being Gu Hai or you being Bai Luo Yin for a second. But if you saw us... You know I'm stronger."

"What's stronger has to do with this."

"Well, I'm more experienced than you. I'm sure of it."

Zhouzhou can't say anything about this. He knew from the way Jingyu touched him when they're filming that he's got skill. And he also played Gu Hai who already touched him all over. But he just couldn't accept it if he's going to continue Bai Luo Yin's role in real life as well.

"No! Hmm, even Gu Hai let's Bai Luo Yin tops him," he finally found a good excuse.

"You're the who said you're not Bai Luo Yin."

They just stare into each other's eyes. Glaring to be exact. No one seems to give in anytime soon. This discussion is going nowhere.

"Let's just take things slowly."

Jingyu knows Zhouzhou's character. He won't give in easily and he's as stubborn as him. Continuing this discussion longer won't be good for either of them. And besides, he won't risk losing Zhouzhou just because he wants to top him. They still have a lot of time ahead of them. It's not an urgent matter, at least for now.

Hearing Jingyu's calm voice, Zhouzhou calms down. Well, he's the cool headed one between them so he won't lose his cool just because of this. He doesn't want to risk losing Jingyu too.

"You know I love you. I just..."

Jingyu's palm on his cheeks stops him from talking.

"I know. And I love you too. We'll still have time. let's take it slow, okay?"

Right at this moment, Zhouzhou remembers that Jingyu is indeed older than him. He could show his maturity when the time asks him to.

"Just sleep here. I still want to be with you," Zhouzhou said as he's back at hugging Jingyu.

Jingyu smile and nod. He kiss Zhouzhou's forehead and that assure both of them that they'll be fine.