I was homeless until I met my prince

7. Gone

Chapter 7 - Gone

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JUNE

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After Daniel left, my world came crashing down. I was so stupid to think that we could actually have a happy ever after. I mean I never believed in them before I met Danny. I used to be a tough girl and I still can be, but I don't feel like it. Not without Danny here. 

It's been two months since he left. I ate all the time, but I didn't move from the bed. And I was getting fat too, maybe I was moving too little. Alex and Amber and Emilie and Phil just brought me food to bed. . I didn't have the strenght to stand up and care about myself while he was somewhere fighting for his life. It just felt wrong. Harry always slept with me, because that was the only time he could spend time with me. He used to ask me to play with him, but I didn't answer him. I know I was a bad mother... but like I said... my world came crashing down and I lost my reason for living. It was lunch time... when I finally decided to stand up and actually walk downstairs and maybe eat with the rest of my family. I know Alex was worried of me, but he still had Amber and they were having a baby and all. I kept crying myself to sleep and thinking about Danny all the time. Saying his name and thinking of him were the only things that proved me that he was real. Not just my imagination. 

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I finally made it downstairs. There was a lot of food on the table. My belly growled at me angrily. Harry was the one who saw me first. He smiled a little and then stood up and ran to me carefully. 

"Mommy... are you going to eat with me now?" he asked and took my hand into his small one. I smiled a little. I knew I didn't look really beutiful or even clean.

"Yes, baby... let's go eat and you can show mommy how big boy you already are", I laughed and it felt good to laugh. Somewhere deep down I knew I needed to do this. Danny would be very dissapointed in me if he knew how I acted and completely ignored our son. So I needed to get over myself and just do normal stuff, raise our son properly. Alex and Amber were staring at me funny with Phil and Emilie. 

"What's for lunch?" I asked pretty happily and sat down next to grinning Harry. He didn't let go of my hand. That made me feel bad. He was really that afraid of me leaving him. 

"Honey... I'm glad to see you here with us again", Emilie smiled gently while Alex shoveled food to my plate.

"I'm capable of taking my own food, Alex, thank you very MUCH", I said pretending to be angry but the I laughed a little. Alex smiled too and continued to shovel the food to my plate. 

"I can't eat that much food!" I said and took my plate away. Then I started eating and it felt good to have some food in me. 

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Later that night I was playing with Harry. He was just sitting in my lap and colouring a picture of some car. 

"Mommy... when is daddy coming back?" he asked out of the blue. I wnet into a shock for a while.

"I really don't know baby... maybe we should pray that he comes back to us very soon", I whispered while a tear fell from my eye. He nodded and hugged his little body tighter against me. a

After a while I gave Harry a bath and then we went to bed. He snuggled close to me and closed his eyes.

"I love you, mommy", he whispered. I smiled and kissed his forehead.

"I love you too, baby", I said with love in my voice.

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Danny's POV

It was hard to be away from Bree. I mean, I just found her and I marked and clamed her to me mine and then I needed to leave her. It was so wrong. Of course missing Bree and just thinking of Bree gave me the strenght to fight. The war was almost over... the humans were almost gone... we only needed to clean our country and then take care of all the wolves that we lost. And of course me being a prince made all those my responsipilities. I needed to tell the families that they had lost their sons. It was so awful. I was also little hurt too. My arm were broken and I had massive bruising all over my body. So that sucked with passion. I was in pain. And my yerning for Bree was eating me from inside. But I was going home as soon as I could. 

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Bree's POV

The next morining I woke up feeling horribly sick. I hurriedly stoop up from the bed and ran to the bedroom and then I threw up everything I ate last night. After that it was gone like nothing ever happened. It was weird with a capital W. 

Harry was finally awake. I read a book next to him and he laid his little head against my chest.

"Morning, mommy... did you have a good sleep?" he asked sweetly, smiling sleepily at me. I smiled and nodded. He kissed my cheek and then went to the bathroom. He was so sweet and I just loved him so much. Picture of Danny suddenly filled my head and tears welled up to my eyes. I still missed him and it was still very hard to live without him. I mean we didn't actually date that long, but it was different, because he was my mate and it was so natural to be wit him and love him and make him happy. That's why it was so freaking hard to leave without him. I mean I used to be tought girl and all, but after I met him... I grew soft as a marshmallow. I chuckled a little to myself. I was getting crazy. My tummy turned a little and swear I felt a little nudge. 

"Mommy... can we now eat something... Harry's hungwy", Harry said and I laughed. He acted like a baby sometimes. 

"Well come on... I guess my baby needs food then", I smiled and carried him downstairs.

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It was lunch time and I was sitting on the table when the sick feeling came back again. I jumped up and ran to the bathroom. 

When I went back, everybody was looking at me with worried faces.

"It was the second one today and I hate... and I'm still starving!" I muttered angrily to myself. 

"Okay... let's eat and then I need to check something honey", Emilie said and we started eating. I basically inhaled my food. I was like starving to death or at least my belly tought so. 

After we were done Harry went to play with Phil and Alex and Amber. Emilie took my hand, lead me to a bathroom and then started searching something from the cupboard.

"Emilie... what are you doing?" I asked after a while. He didn't answer just handed me a box. And in the box was a pregnancy test.

"I assume that you and Dan mated, right", she said calmly. I nodded.

"We might live in a Kingdom, but we still like to make things easy. So I'm telling you to take that test and I will wait for you outside, just call me when you're ready", she spoke gently and kissed my forehed.  

After I peed (I really don't know how to spell that!) to the stick I waited and waited AND WAITED! It was so painful to wait. Then it beeped. I freaked out and called Emilie to help. I handed the stick to her and she looked the result.

"Well, sweetie... you are pregant and it looks really good too... I'm still gonna call a doctor to check you over", she spoke happily.

Only tought I had was SHIT!