Having lied about most things
Going back would be troubling
No laws will forgive my crimes
No forgiveness for these sins I call mineThings don't look better today
I can't keep the deception away
Drowning in depravity
I hardly realize it's really me
Come here, don't go away
Stay
I've hidden it awayMayday! Even if you see it's me
You don't need to hold me in your arms like before
Hey Mayday! If you see it's really me
Can I ask you to please simply laugh once more?Say whoa ~
I know that I'm nothing but a lonely ghost
Say whoa ~
An empty shell built of twisted words at most. Hey!
Though I'm sure "No"'s what I said
Strangely it came out sounding like "Yes"
The bad thing about regret
Is that you can be seen as innocentChoosing to act cowardly?
A prayer or two and it's fixed easily
This constant talking of mine
I'll end up digging my grave in no timeThe guilt won't go away
It's all going gray...The victim I'll portray
Mayday! Feel free to keep scolding me
It honestly feels like such a wonderful thing
Hey Mayday! Feel free to keep judging me
It's me that chose to be spoiled and keep lyingSay whoa ~
I know that I'm nothing but a wandering spirit
Say whoa ~
Empty and devoid of all, I can't take it. Hey!
Wishing for all of the things I was lacking
I had to face a different version of me
And yet I kept trying to go on with it
Even though I could barely seeCan you really love me though I lack so much?
I was raised by egotism after all
Can you really see what's truly me?
The lonely girl I turned to beMayday! Even if you see it's me
You don't need to hold me in your arms like before
Hey mayday! If you see it's really me
Can I ask you to please simply laugh once more?Mayday! Feel free to keep scolding me
It honestly feels like such a wonderful thing
Hey mayday! Feel free to keep judging me
It's me that chose to be spoiled and keep lyingMayday! Expose what I really am
The world I once knew is about to meet it's end
Hey mayday! Will you come and dance with me?
Or did you realize it was never to be?Say whoa ~
I know that I'm nothing but a wandering spirit
Say whoa ~
Empty and devoid of all, I can't take it. Hey!
I know that I'm nothing but a lonely ghost
Say whoa ~
An empty shell built with meaningless words at most. Hey!
Having lied about most things
Going back would be troubling
No laws will forgive my crimes
No forgiveness for these sins I call mine
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