I try to ignore the hurt inside
And bit by bit, part of me dies
The smile on my face is just a lie
A lie, a lie, that I can't hideThe blade of a knife that cuts so deep
The pain, the pain, I don't dare speak
I can't let you know the way I feel
A secret I will keepI don't need your sympathy
Your vicious lies, they're killing me
And you don't even understand
The things I feel or who I amTry so hard to bring you joy
My heart is cold, the flame has died
I hide behind the lie that has become the new meI toss and I turn, I just can't sleep
You're gone, so long, that's fine with me
I won't turn around, my mind is clear
But the wounds that you leave never healNow I know you'll never change
You've got the same look on your face
And things will never be the same
It's over now and you're to blameTwist the knife, I feel the pain
You hurt me but I won't complain
And like a fool I'm smiling through the tears
A fool for youA trick of the light, where am I?
Time fades away like yesterdayI don't need your sympathy
Your vicious lies, they're killing me
And things will never be the same
It's over now and I'm to blameCan you do one last thing for me?
Put me out of my misery
I hide behind the lie that has become the new me
The real meThe blade of a knife that cuts so deep
The pain, the pain, I don't dare speak
I can't let you know the way I feel
A secret I will keep.
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