That girl with the piercing (A deadlox and bajancanadian fanfic)*Complete*

Chapter Eight- I'm With You

Jess's POV 

Oh my god....I can't be do this to Ty!!! I pulled away. "Mitch...Wh-what about Ty?" I asked. He was using his thumb and stroking my cheek. "What about him?" He asked. "Like what if he somehow finds out about this?" I asked. "He won't unless we tell him. Therefore don't tell him." He answered. "But what does this mean?" I asked. "This means I love you." He said and kissed me again. I pulled away seconds later. "Are you okay?" He asked. "I-I'm fine. I-I just need some food." I said getting out of bed.

Truth is I was extremely light headed. I didn't wanna tell Mitch in fear I'd be back in the hospital. I quickly got to the kitchen and was out of breathe for some reason. "Jess are you okay?" Mitch asked running to my side. "I....Don't....know...." I said breathing heavy. "Come on you are going back to the hospital." He said. "No...." I said. "But..." He said. "I'm never going back there.....I've lived there practically." I said. I stopped breathing heavy and suddenly went back to breathing normally.  "Please let me take you to the hospital." He begged. "No Mitch." I said and turned to him. "Well I gotta go see Ty wanna come with?" He asked. "I can't go see Ty after what just happened!" I whined. "Why not?" He asked. "Because I told him I needed time by myself and then you kissing me and all this isn't time alone!" I said.

"You know what..." He said. "What?" I asked. "I'll just stay here with you and visit Ty tomorrow. Here I'll call the hospital and tell them that." He said getting out his phone. Should I stop him? "Mitch....Maybe you should go." I said. "I need to stay and take care of you." He answered and already was on the phone. "Hello? Umm...I'm Mitch and I was suppose to go see Tyler Collins but I kinda have to take care of something. Can you tell him I'll be there tomorrow?" He asked. "Yes....Is it really? Hold on let me check." He said walking to the window. "Holy fuck!" He said. "What?" I asked walking to the window. 

I looked outside and saw it was raining like super hard. "Damn dude!" I said. "Okay bye." He said and hung up. "So looks like it's flooding outside..." He said. "Okay...." I said. "Can I have a hug?" He asked opening up his arms. "Why?" I asked. "Because I wanna hug you. It's also very cold." He said. "I'm not very warm...." I said. "God damn just give me a hug!" He said. I walked up and gave him a hug. He squeezed me tightly. "Jess....I love you." He said into my ear. "Mitch..." I said. "Want me to make you something to eat?" He asked and looked down at me. "Sure..." I said. "Okay what do you want?" He asked and kissed my head. "I don't care what you make." I said pulling away from him. "Okay. I'll make something." He said and went into the kitchen.

What am I doing to Ty? This isn't cheating is it? Him and I aren't together, but nor are Mitch and I. "What the fuck am I suppose to do now!" I said running my fingers through my hair. "Whay do you mean?" Mitch asked from the kitchen. Wait..."Mitch I'm going to go make a video. Leave me alone please!" I yelled running to my room.

Didn't Ty like a song? But what song. God damn! Maybe....No not that one. I guess I'll just sing a song to say sorry...I turned the camera on.

"Ummm...Hi. I know most people hate me because of how much of a bitch I was to Ty....I understand. I'd hate.....No I do hate myself. To be quite honest I always have. Me and Ty are not back together but I'd like to do something...It's kinda of a apoligy but it's also a well....You'll see." I said and started singing.

'I'm standin' on the bridge

I'm waitin' in the dark

I thought that you'd be here by now

There's nothing but the rain

No footsteps on the ground

I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?

Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn cold night

I'm tryin' to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand?

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are

But I'm, I'm with you

I'm with you

Hmm hmm hmm

I'm looking for a place

I'm searching for a face

Is anybody here I know?

'Cause nothing's going right

And everything's a mess

And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin' to find me?

Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn cold night

I try to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand?

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are

But I'm, I'm with you

I'm with you

Yea yea' I sang.

 "So umm...I hope that explained things. But I have a important update. I'm....quiting. I'm giving up...I'm not going to say on what but I'll asure you I put up a fight before I gave up. Anyways....Bye guys. Sorry for bothering everyone. And sorry if I'm crying. I shouldn't be such a wuss but I'm done." I said. At this pointing I was crying. I turned off the camera and went to upload it.

~Hours later~

My video uploaded and Mitch went to bed after dinner. My video has only been up for an hour and I already have a lot of comments. 

'Goodbye bitch no one wants you here anyway!' 'Wow you are seriously giving up so easily? P*ssy!' 'Are you telling Ty sorry? If so you did a very shitty job doing so!' were only some of the comments. "No one wants me....I'm fine with that. I gotta go do it now..." I said getting up and putting my shoes on.