Maynard Imagines and Preferences

Jack Imagine #2

Every smell, every sound, every place! It all reminded me of him. It all reminded me of what me and Jack used to have. When I went to the cinema, the smell of popcorn reminded me of our first date. Whenever I hear a Conor Maynard song, I think of him. He won't leave me alone even though he's so far away.

It has been 6 months since it ended, since we lost it all. I wish I wasn't living in a lonely apartment. I wish I wasn't putting on a smile for the camera, wishing I wasn't pretending to be happy. All of my fans were devastated, I got so much love, so many reasons to be happy yet I couldn't find happiness. I missed him so much.

Today would be our 3 year anniversary, if we were still together. So to cheer me up my best friend decided to take me to a concert, she knows my love for (favourite band) and she loves them too. We jumped in her car and she drove us there. I was feeling lonely still as I would be spending today with Jack if we were together.

We got to the concert and collected our backstage passes, I guess that was a bonus of being famous. When we found our area we sat down and got ready for the opening act. The stage lit up, a very familiar face appeared. Conor was the opening act. I felt tears prickling in my eyes. I couldn't take it, every time I think I can have a good time it always backfires.

"This," he spoke into the microphone "is a song I wrote with my brother for a very special person in his life". It got to me, he was talking about the reason me and Jack broke up.
"This song is for the girl sitting in seat 4 row A" that's when I realised it was me, the confusion on my face must have been clear. " Yes Y/N, that's you" Conor smiled.

He started singing, pictures of me and Jack came up on the screens. I heard 'aw's from the audience. I felt tears prickling my eyes again. I missed him so much.

"You'll always be mine" Conor finished and I was in tears. I missed taking photos for our snapchats, I missed making videos together, I missed walking in public and meeting fans together. I missed it all.

The *band* concert was amazing, I enjoyed it so much. After the concert we went backstage and met the boys/girls, they made me laugh and I exchanged numbers with them. Then we got to Conor's lounge, my best friend left us alone.

"Y/N, me and Jack wrote this for you 2 months ago." Conor spoke "We wrote this song 1 month before Jack died. Jack told me to share this with you as soon as I could. Jack loved you, he loved you so much. He told me that it killed him not living with you"

I couldn't believe what I just heard. Jack was dead...